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Jan 31, 2012 | 6:46 AM EST
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Running time - 5 minutes

Majority of the animation was made December 2011 & January 2012
Made in approximately 100 hours

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I don't know how many days I have left.
What makes me think I'll even live another hour?
Why even bother living this life only to lose it all.
Chasing after the f****** wind.

I could live to all the good moral standards of my culture
but I'd die just the same as the people with the worst moral standards.
I think I'd be happier being an immoral person, though I know it's a lie.

My heart reeks corruption.
Following my desires I'd never want to work,
never help people,
unless I get something out of it of corse
and just be a blood sucking leech on everyone around me but worse.
Destroying the very things that sustain me.


I don't want to hurt people
but if I don't, I'll hurt myself.
Either way I'm going to cause destruction and death.
So wouldn't it be better for only one person to die than many.

Sure, they'll be sad, but they will find a way to live without me, right?
What am I thinking! they are no different than me!
Then we should all, just, die.



You speek rightly. You do deserve death
You have thought nothing but the evils of your wicked heart since the day of your creation.
You could never be pleasing to God.

But do you think God didn't know that?
You think God made you just to bring you pain?

Know this, you will always have problems in this life
but hear me correctly when I say this statement.

your corruption is your fault.
your corruption is your fault.
Not because you could chose not to be corrupt,
but because you have not given up on yourself.

You run like a mouse on a wheel trying to get away,
no trying to walk on water,
no trying to fly with your arms.
You try and try and try, to do something you can never do.
but you were never meant to.
you need only to seek the one who gives freely.

I know your impatient,
you could be watching tv or doing something to amuse your mind.

But when you realise the truth, that you have nothing,

Look to God, not yourself.
Because He is our only real foundation in this life.
You will go to hell in your own strength.

Please, realise God's love for you,
despite all your corruption
and may His love, change you



Rated 5 / 5 stars


This is ALL truth.
Don't end up wanting to kill yourself like that guy did in the begging.

nahtanojmal responds:



Rated 5 / 5 stars

Very nice all-round

Very good animation, its a very nice whole to be honest, and considering the length that is an achievement on itself.

Love the way you bring the message, and the message is clear and clean.
Even if you completely don't agree to the message brought, you have to admit it's a completely gorgeous flash. I think the music fits perfectly, and the sound is very well mixed indeed, even the voice acting is very nicely synced with the music etc. Very good. LIke the melodramatic and slightly semi-depressive atmosphere...

Now the supporting music I'd say is very well chosen, even though it's not completely my style. As is with the animation style. I must say it is stunning to see you have taken a style that doesn't normally have too much potential, and got more out of it than even I thought was possible.

I also like how it kind of ends in an open end, the choice remains yours and I think it's very important that we bring the message as such. I mean let's be honest, forced religion is never true religion.

As a last little thing I'd like to add that I very much like the slight variation of style used in this flash, it really shows the contrast between the crucifiction and his own life, and the abstractness of his own thoughts.

nahtanojmal responds:

why thankyou =)


Rated 4.5 / 5 stars

Good points

While i am not very religious, I commend you on your hard work and dedication on this video. You have a very profound message in this, and you might be able to help someone raging at the world, and if you can save one person from making a mistake, then you have made a difference.

nahtanojmal responds:

Hey thanks man


Rated 5 / 5 stars

At this point...

In my life I really needed to see this. Great Job

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nahtanojmal responds:

I'm glad to hear that. Thankyou


Rated 4.5 / 5 stars

Good testimony

To anyone who actually downvoted this because of christian themes.

Whats wrong with someone finding their way with religion? A lot of people get by in life trying to please themselves or others, many in the world turn to religion because it offers something that man can not. Hope in that all of the violence, greed, starvation, and death there is something better out there for everyone. Science can't explain everything, these theories... ideas on how life started are not fact that's why they are called theories.

If religion is for you, i hope you find what you're looking for. Better than being someone who turns his back on man or god because a few bad things happened in life and has a negative view on everything.

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nahtanojmal responds:

Sorry but when I hear religion I think man made mysticism or rules for people that corrupt people more.

Everyone has the right to their own opinion if they can logically prove it.

Science (knowledge) explains a lot of things about how this world works. Theories based on illogical methods do not explain anything.

Thanks, and thanks for your review ;)