You worrying too much, find a religion or deal with it,
We don't want to die because we simply don't know it could be Awesome or could be Horrible or Nothing at all.
And once you are gone there is no turning back, So why in the world would anyone try and make stuff up, gods,diety, etc. why? because the curiosity of the human race allows us so, you could believe simply that the universe was created by a giant rick roll machine, a candy wrapper, some god who sneezed, or just god himself, but there is no answer because the universe has always been here.
Always, that doesnt mean somthing created it 6^10^1000 years ago, it was never created, it will never end.
Never created,Never ends.
Great, I'm preaching again.
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