I feel like shit...

[Hellian00]

I feel really bad about myself right now, and I don't know why. I have basically no self-esteem. It just happened over the last thirty minutes or so. I feel like an insignificant and useless loser.

I don't want to do anything at all either. I'm too bored to do anything, as everything is boring and only makes me feel worse. I actually feel like going to work, just to get away from my awfully lame and boring house.

I think it may have something to the large amounts of these that I've been consuming recently. They are about the same potency as a Monster BFC(Big Fucking Can). I had two today, and about five earlier this week.

Anyone know what I can do to remedy this problem? I'm trying to stop drinking the energy drinks, but they mess with my brains making we want them.

[Magical-Zorse]

Energy drinks tend to do that.......

[putzpie]

Venom Energy is an energy drink brand produced and distributed by Dr Pepper Snapple Group of Plano, Texas.

No, it's cool. It's got to be a chick or something, cause Dr. Pepper can NOT fuck you over. It's too good.

[gradenator]

Depression is weird like that. You just have to psych yourself out of it. What ever irrational thoughts you are thinking seem so real, which makes them very difficult to overcome.These depressions are chemically induced so their frequency might be affected by the large amounts of insane energy drinks you drink. They have some crazy chemical stuffs in them.

[NickScott]

At 10/18/08 12:11 AM, putzpie wrote:

Venom Energy is an energy drink brand produced and distributed by Dr Pepper Snapple Group of Plano, Texas.

No, it's cool. It's got to be a chick or something, cause Dr. Pepper can NOT fuck you over. It's too good.

Yeah but... energy drinks? I like my beverage with actual FLAVOR.

[Hellian00]

At 10/18/08 12:11 AM, not-an-alt-at-all wrote: Yeah, that's the kind of thing that happens when you spend all day sitting at your computer instead of having friends.

I have tons of friends, motherfucker.

At 10/18/08 12:16 AM, gradenator wrote: Depression is weird like that. You just have to psych yourself out of it. What ever irrational thoughts you are thinking seem so real, which makes them very difficult to overcome.These depressions are chemically induced so their frequency might be affected by the large amounts of insane energy drinks you drink. They have some crazy chemical stuffs in them.

Yeah. The damn drinks are putting chemicals in my brains that take my willpower away, so I always cave in and drink another. Like, this shit is beyond anything any human being could ever need. It's just fucking with me so I feel the need to get "buzzed". It actually affects my body before it even enters my stomach, so I know it's horrible for my body. Ever now, I want one just to see if it can stop this feeling of shit, though I know it will only make it worse.

[Sensationalism]

Stop for a while and never look back!!

[N30Chaos]

At 10/18/08 12:11 AM, not-an-alt-at-all wrote: Yeah, that's the kind of thing that happens when you spend all day sitting at your computer instead of having friends.

You don't need other people to enjoy living.

[Hellian00]

I figured out, I could remedy this if only I could inject something new into my life. Nothing exciting has happened to me in months. Every single day is the fucking same as the one before. I just don't know what "something new" would be for me, as my mind is fogged with boredom.

Also, part of it may be that I have been single for way too fucking long. I have nobody to look forward to seeing. No person to be my reason for waking up in the morning. No flesh to feel, or tongue to taste. No person to confide in...

[Sensationalism]

Learn a new skill.

I learned how to make jewelry, it was fun.

Also, Imma move to Texas, but I need a place to stay. Can you help me with that?

[ParadoxSaint]

Take a dozen benadryl and see if you can manage to jerk off without falling asleep.

[Hellian00]

At 10/18/08 12:46 AM, Sensationalism wrote: Learn a new skill.

I learned how to make jewelry, it was fun.

That could help. If this persists, I've been wanting to learn to make electronica (specifically Industrial). I've just never had a drive to actually start.

Also, Imma move to Texas, but I need a place to stay. Can you help me with that?

No man, sorry. I live in Spring. It's in the Houston area. I love Houston, it's a great city with literally shit-loads of stuff to do. I just can't do any, as they are all hours away and I'm short on money.

[Mysteryhat]

this is what energy drinks do

[UfaKefe]

It could possibly be one of those alcoholic ones. Maybe you're just drunk.

[jedi-master]

At 10/18/08 12:09 AM, Hellian00 wrote: I feel really bad about myself right now, and I don't know why. I have basically no self-esteem. It just happened over the last thirty minutes or so. I feel like an insignificant and useless loser.

I don't want to do anything at all either. I'm too bored to do anything, as everything is boring and only makes me feel worse. I actually feel like going to work, just to get away from my awfully lame and boring house.
Anyone know what I can do to remedy this problem? I'm trying to stop drinking the energy drinks, but they mess with my brains making we want them.

Well,if you think the energy drinks make you feel bad,and you're addicted to them,just practice physical exercise,like walking or jogging. It's been proven to stop some addictions to drugs,and also has been proven to increase self-esteem by increases of endorphans,dopamines,and other positive chemicals in your brain that concern emotion. Cheer up man,you can get through this.

[Hellian00]

At 10/18/08 01:41 AM, jedi-master wrote: Cheer up man,you can get through this.

Yeah, I noticed that riding my bike today felt unusually great. I'll try more physical stuff.

[Zumodoki]

Take 4/5 Sertraline, Im sure you'll feel much better after that.

[aquaticmole]

You know what should cheer you up? Ice cream, it cheers everybody up.

[Dalario]

If it's night where you live, go sleep.

If it's day, go take walk. If you can't do either of these, go take a shower.

[jedi-master]

At 10/18/08 01:53 AM, Hellian00 wrote:

At 10/18/08 01:41 AM, jedi-master wrote: Cheer up man,you can get through this.

Yeah, I noticed that riding my bike today felt unusually great. I'll try more physical stuff.

That's the spirit! You keep doing that,and you'll be good as new in no time! And always listen to your good'ol Ng friend jedi-master! ;)

[BareNakedMike]

Sue them for messing with your esteem and make them pay for your rehab

[Kde777]

Well it use to happen.. but try to not think in that so much.. go chase bitches or something

[darknessdweller]

Hmm... listen to your favorite songs. That always cheers me up!

Hazzah for Jesus of Suburbia! By GreenDay!

[ClickToPlay]

Sound like you might be bipolar.
Then again, I'm not psychologist.

Why don't you do something relaxing? Take a nice warm bath. Eat a banana. Smoke a cigarette.
There is many more.

Just don't worry too much, man.

[Nixot]

Kill yourself.

It's the only way out of anything.

[penguinfire3]

Yeah, I wouldnt drink them anymore if I were you.

[sirtom93]

I drink red bull allot and I feel like shit, do yh...

[Aci6]

At 10/18/08 09:38 AM, darknessdweller wrote: Hmm... listen to your favorite songs. That always cheers me up!

Hazzah for Jesus of Suburbia! By GreenDay!

I thought you said on your news post you were going to try to make better posts?
What the fuck is this shit?
I would suggest just taking a bath and then going for a walk, though possibly not in that order, just to clear your head and move forward.

[saqwert]

At 10/18/08 12:45 AM, Hellian00 wrote: I figured out, I could remedy this if only I could inject something new into my life. Nothing exciting has happened to me in months. Every single day is the fucking same as the one before. I just don't know what "something new" would be for me, as my mind is fogged with boredom.

Buy a puppy and try keeping it alive.

[urbanbassplayer]

Energy drinks deteriorate your bones slowly. That's why I don't drink them.