So I just hooked up with a guy for the first time ever... really wasn't what I expected.
My school has this random hookups page on Facebook, I've never answered one before but I've been pretty desperate to meet any gay/bi guys at my school and it got the better of me today. He definitely wasn't my type, pretty twink-ish though a good sized cock. Went to his place and made out for a bit, sucked him off after a while which I enjoyed but maybe not as much as I expected.
The weird thing was how little I was into it. Considering it was my first time naked with a guy I expected to be rock hard from excitement even if I wasn't all that into the guy. I don't know if I ever really made it to full force. He was blowing me for a while and even then I only reached about half-mast. He eventually managed to make me jizz but it wasn't very intense... I managed to pleasure him pretty well but I was more embarrassed then anything else that he wasn't doing it for me for whatever reason. It seems in most every aspect of life I'm better at giving then receiving.
He asked if I wanted to go again but I got the hell out of dodge. I don't regret going there but I guess I expected something different. I know I'm not straight but maybe I don't lean as far to guys as I thought because that wasn't as good as any experience I've had with a girl. Hooray even more sexual confusion. : /