At 6/26/08 12:11 PM, Corky52 wrote:
So guys I tried it last night, but all I remember is that my face started to get very numb and my whole body was starting to tingle a bit. My breathing started to pick up like I was going to have a heart attack though and that's all I remember. I have to admit I had the best night of sleep ever, but I think I fell asleep before I got to the real thing. I was dead tired and I'm going to have to attempt it again tonight.
>>> I also like to lie with my forarm over my forhead, (as if I had a flu fever), try that, rest your arm on your forhead. I basically use this sleep paralysis I think it's called, to just give myself a short recharge. I love how your ears ring and ring, as if someone was slowly dilibratly cranking up the voluem to get your attention.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMaF_CB55 f0&feature=PlayList&p=1566DCBFAA5C7223&i ndex=46
Last night I was listening to this song. After doing a search for "Allah Hu Ackbar". I just love how monks of any religion, have that resonating hummmmmmmm. mmmm sound. you should try searching for Throat singing. (on Zohan, Zohan and the Shadow, made those Mandala like sounds).
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eUrTIiYhS 5Q
Try to think about these sounds when you try to do the sleep-awake meditation... Also lie down in a nureal position. arms to the side, palms down, as if your hands were roots. don't clench them, just lay them down then. And arch your head back against your pillow.
I think the heart attack mind blowing stuff, is, Kundalini awakening. aka we're fucking around with our wiring. and pleasing the Engineers who designed our bodies (aka God/esses), that we have brains to empirically try to experiment.
Like I don't see why scientists don't try prayer. Just for the sake of experimenting, or fucking around with their heads. Like some scientists like Hoffman, and McKenna, baseheads, but at least they had the courage to try and disassemble their mechanics, to figure out how it works.
Like the nature of Science is to preform TESTS, and experiment... They have a hypothesis, based on observations and experiences, and hearsay, and they design some tests to answer the question What the Fuck... (anyone who tries to answer this question aka qualifies that person as a scientist). So I don't see how sprituality is different, instead of our minds, and logic we try to pick apart, it's our hearts...
So anyways enough of me babbling. I prayed to God, while in this state of mind... and other "spirits" my departed friend, and my relatives, my unborn sons and daughter...... I nearly crapped my pants with the affermative response... I guess I have to speak in empirical terms...
My ears throbbed, it felt as if someone was delibratly cranking up an amp, just tease me (you know that humming sound you can hear from speakers, that are not played?), my ears throbbed with pressure. Warm blood, all I can remember was thick warm pulsing, strong pulsing.
I lay down, and then asked, for enlightenment, or ideas. (I quickly ran and jotted them down, I want to write a story about a struggling young couple who are in love and are nearly homeless, but after realising that each and everyone of us, are High Spirits in a Material World, they make the necessary reforms in their lives to reflect this revelation). So I have discovered it is possible to attain strange "trippy" like inspiration without drugs. I have been weed free since the late 90s. (lung problems, which have ceased since I decided to work out).
Perhaps, this new vigor is not attributed to God, but just healthy blood. more nutrients to the brain, such as Omega 3, and Chinese Flower tea (crysanthium), to detox. and refraining from manufactured foods that contain Asapathrememe (or what ever that word is).
More research is warranted into sprituality though, Anyways, back to story....
My heart, didn't beat faster, or stronger. I just felt mostly heat, along my spine my arms, my lungs. So I guess it was a "blood" night last night...
Well I'm off to bed, to verify the results of the experiment.