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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 03:09:18

At 5/14/08 03:07 AM, JadeTheAssassin wrote: You're probably getting the headache as part of the symptoms from the estrofem. Is your back hurting in any way like cramping?

Try curling up with a heating pad on your back and relaxing. It'll probably help out if you're not in front of the computer for your headache as well.

The headache kind of stopped, it's just barely noticable now.

My back still aches and my body feels unusually warm and I can't sleep when my body is about to drop but my eyelids feel like they're taped open.

So I suppose I'm going through menopause now?

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 03:13:57

At 5/14/08 03:09 AM, DragonsGrief wrote:
So I suppose I'm going through menopause now?

I sure as hell hope not. I know I get hot flashes every now and then, but I'm not going through menopause. :P

Probably just all the hormones and everything working on your body. Just keep shit cool and have a drink on hand.


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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 03:24:16

This is creepy as fuck.


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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 03:26:00

At 5/14/08 03:13 AM, JadeTheAssassin wrote: I sure as hell hope not. I know I get hot flashes every now and then, but I'm not going through menopause. :P

Probably just all the hormones and everything working on your body. Just keep shit cool and have a drink on hand.

Yeah I guess so, I don't really feel cramping or dehydration. Man, at least now I can personally say I know why girls are such bitches at time.

I kind of miss my cock already..

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 03:44:12

Fuck this, I'm just taking a torch and putting it on my back

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 10:03:40

I just realized I had my times wrong.

36 hours :

Tired, unproductive, random dreams.

Back stopped hurting for the most part, as well as the head.

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 10:55:50

I'm confused. I also haven't been following your life story. Did this whole, "I want to be a woman" thing spawn from some bad relationship with a past girl...or maybe your parents? It's also ironic that this, "sexual desire" of yours will be matched by the non-existant sex drive that you'll apparently gain.

What are the positive aspects of this decision?

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 12:23:42

Captain-Jack: But it could also make him look more like a girl because he won't fully develop manly qualities.

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 15:35:10

let someone know that you are doing this, so that if something happens they can call medical help.


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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 15:41:01

I would not do it, 5 years from now you will look in the mirror and not recignize yourself. no sex. and most importantly, you will be dateing a GUY! yea think about that one before you warp your mind any more....


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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 15:55:23

Go for it man. This is pretty cool. But, realize that 99% of trolls here will call you a tranny... You may want to get an alt and mask your identity.

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 18:31:06

44 hours :

Despite this annoying headache I had a fairly pleasant day.

Did good on some tests, found my iPod, got through the day feeling slightly content.
Feels like the energy I've lost in the past years came back in a rush.
I like what it's doing so far, at least.

Dad found out what I was doing.
I think the only reason he offered to take me to a doctor just to get a normal prescription is because he's afraid I'm going to kill myself by accident, thus making him responsible.

I'll just hide it and tell him I threw it out I guess. Said one of the benefits was that it'd stop the chronic pain I've had, he went away, don't know what he'll do.
If I do tell my parents, the only thing that'll keep them from throwing me out is that they literally *have* to keep me alive or get in trouble.

I could use this to my benefit, I guess. I'll have to think about it, and bend it to my situation, if I could think..

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 18:33:06

Go to the doctor yo.

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 20:33:35

At 5/14/08 06:33 PM, JackPhantasm wrote: Go to the doctor yo.

I guess I will later. Only if my situation gets worse, though.

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-14 20:36:47

Dude, seriously go see a doctor. You're not supposed to fuck around with you body like that.

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 10:10:30

60 hours :

I would swear my behind got a little more...plump.

Probably imagining it again.

So unless you want pictures of my ass, not much new. Same symptoms, they come and go in varying intensities.

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 10:23:54

I'm a little late coming on this thread.

But why not just have a sex change operation? Yes it costs more money but your life may be at a cost doing what you're doing now.

Eating oestrogen to remove the testosterone seems silly.

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 10:26:40

Wait...

Why are you doing this again?


For the last time, i don't know how to rip a CD!!

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 10:47:20

This is why i love the internet.


Serious business in here.
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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 10:53:53

Drink more of it. More, I say! Keep drinking it until your cock is so floppy you can stretch it and whip people with it.


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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 12:00:56

where did you get those drugs?


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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 18:29:42

At 5/15/08 10:53 AM, DannehDaMan wrote: Drink more of it. More, I say! Keep drinking it until your cock is so floppy you can stretch it and whip people with it.

It's pills.

68 hours : Headache got a lot worse, the rest of the things cleared up a bit though.
Nearly cried at the end of Forrest Gump in history class.

Delusions and paranoia coming back. Little sensory hallucinations but nothing visual or acoustic yet.

Life seems overall better, I guess.

I'm not sure if I should take Ibuprofen or Acetaminophen (Aka Advil or Tylenol) since I'm not sure how the drugs will interact. I guess I will if by the end of tomorrow I still have this pain.

Turns out I was just imagining it. Guess I want something to change so badly..

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 19:17:21

Watching Drawn Together, headache stopped, headache kind of went away since I stopped thinking so hard.

BACK TO TF2~

Anything anyone wants to know besides "WHY!?!?!?"

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 19:21:51

At 5/15/08 07:17 PM, DragonsGrief wrote:
Anything anyone wants to know besides "WHY!?!?!?"

What's new about your ass?


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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 19:26:38

At 5/15/08 07:21 PM, Subzero2213 wrote:
At 5/15/08 07:17 PM, DragonsGrief wrote:
Anything anyone wants to know besides "WHY!?!?!?"
What's new about your ass?

Nothing.

I was imagining it.

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 19:34:46

So, DragonsGrief, Looks like you didn't take my advice. Whatever, man. It's your life. All I can say is that I hope you're happy with your new self. I always try and be "myself", and I guess this your way of doing that too. Good luck, man.

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 19:40:16

At 5/15/08 07:34 PM, Hellian00 wrote: So, DragonsGrief, Looks like you didn't take my advice. Whatever, man. It's your life. All I can say is that I hope you're happy with your new self. I always try and be "myself", and I guess this your way of doing that too. Good luck, man.

Like I would really listen to anyone.

I'm not going as far as to say I'm happy but I feel...better?

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 19:44:52

EmoNet is for FaceBook and LiveJournal. Go there.


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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 19:44:56

So... basically you're a chick in a dudes body?

Or vice versa?

Because, your userpage says Female, but I'm not sure if it's been updated.

I'm confused...

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Response to I have here in my hands.. 2008-05-15 20:07:20

At 5/15/08 06:29 PM, DragonsGrief wrote:
I'm not sure if I should take Ibuprofen or Acetaminophen (Aka Advil or Tylenol) since I'm not sure how the drugs will interact. I guess I will if by the end of tomorrow I still have this pain.

Do you have a medical information sheet that came with the medication? It should say in there if you can or not.

If you don't have the sheet/it doesn't say, it's best to call the doctor/pharmacist you got the medicine from and ask them.

I probably would hold off on taking anything but what you were prescribed, unless it says so on the sheet.


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