It's really depressing not being able to completely copy something you have in your head, or think of something on your own. Just nothing I draw seems to come out the way I want it to. I look at all my artwork and think this can be improved, but how... I try to just look at other people's art to see what I could do, only making myself a little more upset. Cause I should be thinking of it myself not have to look at others work.
I also don't want to just keep working on the same pictures I have, because I won't really improve that way either considering they are mostly anime drawings. I want to do something with my art, but at this rate I really can't see myself going to far with this. I am not improving as fast as I should be.
It's just a little discouraging that when I see a really cool picture, and I ask the person how long they took to make it and they say like "oh only an hour or so". I am like shit... 1 hour and I barely get the the picture drawn out before I decide to color it in.