We know eachother for like seven years now and words can't possibly convey how beautiful our relationship is, Ingeborg is a girl where I can identify myself with and she's not just another girl. She has a beautiful personality and you just drown in her eyes when looking at them, a great sense of humour. I could go on for hours about her. To the outside world, Ingeborg would have one 'handicap'. She's deaf and uses sign language to communicate with me, sign language created a bond between us. The beauty of just seeing me and Ingeborg communicate with eachother is... endless. That endless beauty.
She's my obsession and I am hers, after I graduate I want to marry her and move to the US where I can pursue a carreer in the movie industry. She studied photography and is exactly six years older than me, she already has a job and soon I'll be moving in to her place.
My life untill now has gone very strife, grandparents dying and being directly faced with the calamities of life at first hand. The situation at school is fucked up and my future is looking obscure, to say the least. People give me a lot of advice but I tend to ignore it because I don't want to have anything to do with seemingly holy hypocrites who want to drag me into a vicious circle...
I'll pass for that one, I know who I can trust and that's a gift. I surround myself with people like Ingeborg who are the innocence itself. I have one thing that I'm actually good at and that's music, music is a fascination of mine and there lies a certain future in for me in music I believe. If only I could let Ingeborg hear my music, she's my primary inspiration for my audio.
I joined the SS because I'm still searching for my place in the world, all I wanted was to make friends and add people to my list of "who to trust". On NG I've met a lot of people who have been really nice to me, this moves me greatly.
My GF and I, we don't have any real friends but I'm looking to find them. I certainly am but without succes as we speak. Laying connections isn't obvious for us, my GF confuses people easily who do not understand sign language. I help her out all the time but I'd like to see her get a little more independent so that I don't have to be around all the time to be her translator.
Our bond is impenetrable and I don't expect that any of you would understand what we have.
My question, would it be weird in this day and age to stay with your GF for years and years without ever taking another GF?
That is all.
