do you know the second law of thermodynamics (i think) states that we are always moving away from perfection, to the point where one day we will be completely imperfect? what if we were to always imagine life like that? as in we're all gonna die? look at all the happy people around you, even tho there are wars in the middle east and global warming looming on the horizon, ppl just take life as it comes.
You seem a bit disturbed. Don't give up on life, just because we're always trying not to be bored. 'Cuz it's honestly not too much of a conscious effort. just ignore the feeling like you've always done, and it'll go away pretty quickly.
