Wow, I think I'm in love

[Jordaneh]

Before you ask; yes, I know this is newgrounds where you all will attempt to tear me apart but I don't care.

I've been dating this girl for 3 months now (it will be 4 months on July 4th) and I can't get her out of my head. She had to go to sleep early tonight because she has summer school for English so I've been thinking about her for a long time.

After a while I had to talk to her. Just do something! Thank God for myspace. So I wrote her this:

Remember how you asked me if I've heard of people crying of happiness? Well...

I was sitting down after you got offline and I was thinking about you. You have made my life so much better. Just the feelings that i have for you alone make me feel weird inside. I seriously do feel weird inside because of you.

I feel so good knowing for a fact that I love you and that I'm lucky enough to have you love me back. I'm about to cry right now thinking about it, and I'm shaking all over. I love everything about you. Your laugh, your smile, your sense of humor, the way you talk even. I don't know how I could ever live without you, knowing how you make me feel. Scratch that. I don't know how I could ever live without you, knowing how the thought of you makes me feel.

I've never felt this way before. I feel so stupid writing this because it sounds so cheesy. My senior year will undoubtedly be the worst year of my life. A whole year without you is going to suck so bad! I feel like I can spend the rest of my life with you right now!

The only thing I intended on writing when I first started writing was that I am so close to crying reading just the comments you left on the poems I wrote about you.

I hope your dream does come true. The wedding, my dad photographing it, dancing to Over and Over with you, having Adrien, You coming into my workplace and kissing me. Even the things that weren't in your dreams. Like our pets, my job, working on the broken-down house, and just being with you.

The feeling I have right now just thinking to myself, "what if those things really happen?", it's just... overwhelming! I can honestly say that I love you. Not just what teenagers usually say, but true love. Now that I know what it feels like I can also honestly tell you that I have never loved anyone else. Not a fraction. And one more thing I can honestly say is, you have no idea how i feel right now. I am crying now. I've never cried from being happy before tonight.

Well when you read this you'll probably have to go to summer school soon so I'm going to go to sleep.

...

Yes, I cried. And if you want to see the poems I wrote her their mostly on here: http://www.testriffic.com/user/koolusername

Let the insults begin

[Shadows-Studios]

My friend did something similar and got dumped for being a wimp. But he fucking screams when he crys. and they share an apartment. so... yeah.

[SirLebowski]

In what way will you attempt to off yourself when she dumps you at the end of Summer?

[nolliehardflip]

nop no insults from me
but just remember that when your fingering her dont finger the pee hole
the vagina is lower than it so if u hit the p hole go a little lower and you should be there
good luck =D

[JonnyEarthquake]

How about some pictures?

[JediKiller1]

I'm gonna say this is an emo alt.

No more 1337 posts :'(

[SeeInTheDark]

Aww, wow, that's beautiful. How nice.

[soulblud]

Sont thank God for MYSPACE! Thank him and Fulp for NG!

[Lagatag]

GTFO emo.

If you are even telling the truth I have two things to say of actual importance
1) a couple months can't tell you shit, especially when you are in high school, if you are even in high school yet.
2) When she sees that it will probably freak the shit out of her and she'll dump you. Seriously, its on the verge of creepiness, even for a boyfriend. So what if she liked your poems? Also, you will come off as a total emo/pussy, unless shes basically an emo as well.
3) If she is kinda emo, then you may very well get laid

[Jordaneh]

At 6/19/07 12:44 AM, intrinsik2 wrote: That's the last time I ever gush infront of a girl I like. Honestly... do I sound like that?

Nope. They like it. I've told her stuff like that before and she goes crazy. But the difference is that I meant it this time.

[Peaceblossom]

At 6/19/07 12:48 AM, Lagatag wrote: 3) If she is kinda emo, then you may very well get laid

Nope. Everyone knows that nobody on newgrounds will ever have sex until they are married.

[Jordaneh]

At 6/19/07 12:48 AM, Lagatag wrote: GTFO emo.

on that site that i gave the link to it should have my myspace. But if not the url is www.myspace.com
not emo.

If you are even telling the truth I have two things to say of actual importance
1) a couple months can't tell you shit, especially when you are in high school, if you are even in high school yet.

No I've liked her for far longer but I was always away but now I'm not so I asked her out. I'm in high school also. But I don't know how to prove that.

2) When she sees that it will probably freak the shit out of her and she'll dump you. Seriously, its on the verge of creepiness, even for a boyfriend. So what if she liked your poems? Also, you will come off as a total emo/pussy, unless shes basically an emo as well.

And like I said before she likes stuff like that. And she knows I'm not an emo or a pussy (wrestlers aren't pussies and don't say wrestlings gay. seriously)

3) If she is kinda emo, then you may very well get laid

I will anyway. Much more than I can say for you

[AAlkaline]

At 6/19/07 12:48 AM, Lagatag wrote: GTFO emo.

If you are even telling the truth I have two things to say of actual importance
1) a couple months can't tell you shit, especially when you are in high school, if you are even in high school yet.
2) When she sees that it will probably freak the shit out of her and she'll dump you. Seriously, its on the verge of creepiness, even for a boyfriend. So what if she liked your poems? Also, you will come off as a total emo/pussy, unless shes basically an emo as well.
3) If she is kinda emo, then you may very well get laid

I am in complete agreeance with this post. It's very nice of you to tell her that you think about her a lot, but the gushing on and on, borderline creepy. It's only creepy since you haven't been dating more than three months. Perhaps she'll think it's sweet, perhaps not. Hate to break it to ya though, it's kinda weird. In a nice way, though. Good luck, anyway.

[DarkDragonVX]

Hello friend, I will tell you some thoughts about this actually refering to both of us.

Now first off you sound and feel just like me. I love my girlfriend Tonya as much as you love her but your thinking away in your mind about her I mean very far into the future I should refer that too.

Did you say she will dump you after or before the end of summer?

Anyway back to this interesting thread you have here! What is her name and tell us what she is like and im never talking about that or typing it in a physical attribute. You have any pictures or anything. I would like to know more as I can help you two to be very close and passionate with each other. I am sorry about this humongous reply im posting I havent posted in quite a while.

I wish you and her wonderful times and happiness ^_^

-DarkDragonVX

[Fedges]

whether you're in love or not you two will probably go to different colleges you just have fun and keep it light cuz your goona have to break up eventually.

[Jordaneh]

At 6/19/07 12:56 AM, DarkDragonVX wrote: Anyway back to this interesting thread you have here! What is her name and tell us what she is like and im never talking about that or typing it in a physical attribute. You have any pictures or anything.

Her name's Shelby and she is amazing. She has ADHD and it's hilarious (and it also explains the summer school. She's going to be a junior and I;m going to be a sophomore. She's not hot but I don;t care. Whores suck. And yes I do have pics. They're on my myspace. I have a photo album of her but there's only a few pics: www.myspace.com/extremexboxfreak (i just realized when I told the other guy my url i forgot the extremexboxfreak part lol)

:I am sorry about this humongous reply im posting I havent posted in quite a while.

Eh. It's ok. I'm freaking bored.

I wish you and her wonderful times and happiness ^_^

Why thank you. Same to you and Tonya

[LilDwarf]

If she isn't close enough for you she is gonna REALLY freak out when she reads that. Believe me...FREAK.......OUT. Unless you've told her that you loved her before she will. When I read it, it was sort of creepy. It's hard to explain but :P you should have read it and thought about it before.

[DarkDragonVX]

Wow Alright everything will turn out perfect for you two. I added you to myspace too :D Say you like Counter-Strike? :D

[LilDwarf]

Another thing....are you "koolusername" and is your gf "iamwierd"? No offense but you look very emo :P

[DarkDragonVX]

At 6/19/07 01:11 AM, LilDwarf wrote: If she isn't close enough for you she is gonna REALLY freak out when she reads that. Believe me...FREAK.......OUT. Unless you've told her that you loved her before she will. When I read it, it was sort of creepy. It's hard to explain but :P you should have read it and thought about it before.

Yeah I think you should copy that and fix it up. re-send it back to you cause I dont know her but Im thinking she'll freak out of what lildwarf said.

[Grammar-Nazi]

What did you honestly think you were going to accomplish by posting this on Newgrounds?

[DaBigCow]

Ha Ha, she's in summer school, that means she's stupid.

You have a stupid girlfriend, you have a stupid girlfriend, ha!

[Jordaneh]

At 6/19/07 01:11 AM, LilDwarf wrote: If she isn't close enough for you she is gonna REALLY freak out when she reads that. Believe me...FREAK.......OUT. Unless you've told her that you loved her before she will. When I read it, it was sort of creepy. It's hard to explain but :P you should have read it and thought about it before.

We live really close and get to do stuff all the time.

Another thing....are you "koolusername" and is your gf "iamwierd"? No offense but you look very emo :P

Everyone has an emo pic. Even you (though you might not know it lol). But that's really not a good pic of me or her. look at my myspace

[StarF68]

Haha that's good for you dude. My only advice is to be prepared for the worst.

True love is great, and it sounds like that's what you have. On your side anyways. I can't fully gauge your love or her's for that matter, but yeah, be careful. Planning far ahead like that may seem good for now, and perfect for now, etc., but in the end it'll just make you wonder where things went wrong when that visage slips away.

Don't get me wrong, I hope it all works out for you, cause losing the one you love sucks ass, but this is the sad reality of how things generally work. Especially with teen relationships. You're lucky though, yours has a much better shot of actually working since you seem to have obtained true love.

Nice poems as well. They're pretty basic, and some could use a bit more depth maybe, but I liked them nonetheless, and they get your messages across well.

On a side note, this whole thing reminded me of this.

Ah, good times.

[Jordaneh]

At 6/19/07 01:19 AM, DaBigCow wrote: Ha Ha, she's in summer school, that means she's stupid.

You have a stupid girlfriend, you have a stupid girlfriend, ha!

She has ADHD. The class she failed is the one where you literally read the whole time. It's not her fault.

[Xavon]

I have to agree with everyone else on the freaking her out part. You have to be careful about being so open and clingy so soon, chicks don't handle it very well depending on the relationship status. Saying "I (can't) / (don't know how to) live without you" and stuff like that will only put pressure on her and she'll feel trapped as if she doesn't have the option to break up with you. Women are very strange with everything, but they misinterpret us just as much as we do them.

But anyways, I wish you luck. Love is a great thing, hope you stay happy.

[ripoffhitman]

Well it is good that you feel like that and with someone that you like, I just tell my girlfriend how cute she is and that I like her for who she is, and nobody can take that away. But you know, yours was good too. You write poems for her, I can't do poetry for crud. Eh you must really care you her, don't you, well like I said, it's good to be with someone you love. I'm not gona insult you, probably because I have no real reason to rip on anyone who has a girlfriend, cause most of this site doesn't, and anyone who insults you is probably just jealous. I really got to stop writing such big posts.

[EvilerBowser1001]

To me, this dosn't sound like love, but more like an obsession...You think about her all the time and you can't 'live w/o her'?...STALKER! STALKER!...absense makes the heart grow fonder, and it sounds like you need some time away from her...

[Jordaneh]

At 6/19/07 01:20 AM, StarF68 wrote: Haha that's good for you dude. My only advice is to be prepared for the worst.

I am

True love is great, and it sounds like that's what you have. On your side anyways. I can't fully gauge your love or her's for that matter, but yeah, be careful. Planning far ahead like that may seem good for now, and perfect for now, etc., but in the end it'll just make you wonder where things went wrong when that visage slips away.

No I wasn't planning. We had a long conversation the other night and she dreamed all of that.

Don't get me wrong, I hope it all works out for you, cause losing the one you love sucks ass, but this is the sad reality of how things generally work. Especially with teen relationships. You're lucky though, yours has a much better shot of actually working since you seem to have obtained true love.

Yeah. Best thing ever. And I'm confident so I'm not too worried.

Nice poems as well. They're pretty basic, and some could use a bit more depth maybe, but I liked them nonetheless, and they get your messages across well.

Thanks. I only take a few minutes. Whatever pops into my head
i write down.

On a side note, this whole thing reminded me of this.

That was really good. Long too

[Sawke]

Aw e-love.