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Ok so thse have been done before, but hey this ones good, honest. Im using an alt because... well it should be obvious. I'm not wade zilla, i was just being a wiseass when I made this account
I typed this on another board, but heck, why shouldn't i pass it around? Fetishes are something I feel we need to understand. Actually I don't get transformations, I use this as a sort of make shift gts comumunity. Could someone explain it to me?
Anyway:
My head is a little muddled, my eyes are stinging from over use of the computer, and I don't even know where to begin with this. I always think my long serious posts are scary. This post took me a helluva long time to type as I had to think and look up stuff and it’s the longest bloody post I've ever made. I hope it doesn’t get too waffly, if theirs a problem feel free to point it out. Their were an arse load of typos, but I fixed them…. I think.
This post is so stupidly long, I’m actually dividing it into sections.
1) About me
I am a troubled person, raised a Roman Catholic (though heading for Non Denominational...), I none the less consider myself a fairly devout Christian. But my sexuality is... unbalanced. No, I am undoubtly straight... but rather odd. But I'll get to that.
I have had an interesting in psychology for a long time, having an intense desire to understand people and being greatly helped be a psychologist. And feeling tainted by this after an incident of sorts with a female friend (nothing like THAT but not good..) I vowed I try my hardest to understand sexuality
2) What’s a fetish? Fetish/fantasy debate
What is a fetish?..... Actually this is a tricky one, and I think it’s more complex than people make it out to be. A fetish is essentially a fantasy, your mind is fixated on or more ideals and somehow reacts sexually to it, even when the stimuli would not seem sexual. I guess the name comes from the fact that this is objectifying a woman or something (a fetish is also a mystical object used for spell casting, but that’s not what this thread is about).
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At least... I think this is the definition of a fetish, but looking at some things it seems incomplete.
What defines a fetish? If I asked a certain friend of mine if he had a fetish, I'm sure he would say and sincerely believe he doesn't. But he certainly seems to like defiant rebellious girls, and doesn't that count? And don't most men like breasts?
Also though, what separates a fetish from a fantasy? I mean in many cases a fetishes can be a fantasy (like being under someone’s care, or the odd feeling of security from being completely under someone's control (yeah that’s an odd one isn't it). Also though heterosexual men can fantasise about big penises to give themselves a feeling of sexual power, or heterosexual woman about big breasts or something (though the female gender spends more time looking at the female form so that they can rate each other and perfect there’s... or something. My understanding of the opposite gender is still developing, but I think I'm on to something here).
The thing that makes it hard to distinguish, a fantasy and a fetish may be indulged for the same reason, to conjure up desirable feelings (like a feeling of power, or safety, or love, etc), or it may be you wish to relive a past experience or work out your feelings (the appeal behind many of the more Machoistic fetishes) or pass them on (in the case of bad experiences, this could be the appeal behind Sadistic fetishes, although power is truly the ultimate aphrodisiac).
But I'm kind of confused here, I read a book called "They **** you up". Its a best selling psychology book about the impact our parents had on us on children.
One case study was look at heterosexual sex offenders who attacked little boys. You may think that’s a contradiction. But looking at his past, he finds the same thing happen to him, the thoughts and feelings keep disturbing, he says he could feel the semen of his attacker and he had to pass the toxin of his body (something of a metaphor).
Either way it seems to be about experiencing certain emotions, or having an avatar or "object" experience them.
So having a fixation on this, would it be a fetish or a fantasy? Are fantasies so different from fetishes? I mean I'm sure even the most "normal" people have fantasised about being powerful, or having a legion of friends (feeling loved) or something. It might not seem it, but the feelings stirred aren't always so different.
Enough waffling, I think this site does a better job explaining it
http://www.guidetopsychology.com/sex_love.htm #fantasies .
Although some of its debatable, but hey that’s what we do, right?
Fetishes generally come from the conditions we have in childhood, although different people react differently, so its not a given the exact same circumstances will produce the exact same fetish in someone. I'm not sure, but I also believe it is possible for a fetish/es to develop during early adolescence, perhaps if we fixate too much on an idea or something? I guess it’s possible it can develop later, if a person were exposed to the right stimuli?
Fetishes can also appeal to our natural instincts, like to be mothered or to protect someone or something.
Some of this can include role reversal.