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I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:40:51

ok, I don't want to kill my self but this is still pretty bad.

Omg this is so horrible.. I would e-mail him personally but I can't.. I'll just post it.

Yesterday I was very sick and I had left my computer on. I was talking to some people from NG and one of them I was having a very heated conversation with. I fell asleep, and my mom turned the computer off.

Today I get home from school and me and my friend are on the computer. My mom walk through the dorr and straight to the computer and says "WHO IS THIS GUY?" and starts freaking out.

She started saying some other stuff that had a little to do with the conversation we had had. I asked "did you read the convo?" and she "yep and I'll be asking you more questions after your friend leaves".

I was fuckin' shiting my pants. Now my mom thinks I'm a whore and thinks I was acting trashy. She never wants me to talk to him (he should know who he is) again. This sucks so bad. I wanted to cry.

In other news, thanks to my sickness, looks like I'll be getting a puffer and some nasal stuff for my stuffy nose. yay?

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:43:17

ohhhh shit.....i feellll really badddd that I got you in trouble....


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:43:53

Serves you right for being an e-girl.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:43:56

she was a girl once to was'nt she?
sure she will be pissed but she'll get over it eventually, parents will always snoop through your stuff you have to be more careful.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:44:45

Well, I'm really glad that you're feeling better. I heard about it from Redmenace363 and I'm just glad that you're alright. I guess it kinda sucks that parents get so overprotective of their children. Your mom doesn't seem to get a joke when she sees one. Just be sure to shut off your computer next time.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:46:43

Parents are always checking what you do online it's ridiculous.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:47:20

Also. It kinda sucks to have a "geek Breather". Hahaha...sorry i shouldn't be laughing in your situation..


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:47:27

Thats gotta suck. My parents are crazy, but not as bad as they could be. My friends mom is fuckign insane(think of the mom on Malcolm in the middle, but much worse). I won't go nto the details, but its gotten to the point where shes so fucking crazy that everyone in their family( sisters, dad) openly acknoleges her insanotyi

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:48:12

thats nothing my parents dont pay any attention to me at all the greatest complement i get from them is oh thats nice i mean i'm like mom i just created a cure for cancer over the net using only Photosop and shes like "thats nice".I'd rather have parents that super overprotective than have parents that dont care about anything you do.


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:48:21

My mum was also overprotective in the past. But now she don't really care anymore. Your mum will realize that you have your own life and she'll get over it.

Good luck with it.


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:49:08

Your mom is pretty uptight about this kinda stuff isn't she.

I wouldn't be worried about it, just be more carful though : )

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:49:07

That sucks, my parents don't care about what I do on the net, exept for the pr0n, that got me plenty of temporary bans from the PC.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:50:27

At 4/29/03 07:44 PM, biteme2514 wrote: Well, I'm really glad that you're feeling better. I heard about it from Redmenace363 and I'm just glad that you're alright.

Well, it's not like I'm feeling better, I was actually dying today at school. The teacher lended me his eyedrops.

guess it kinda sucks that parents get so overprotective of their children. Your mom doesn't seem to get a joke when she sees one. Just be sure to shut off your computer next time.

Yeah, I guess I'll have to think of that next time when I'm not half dead.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:51:22

By the way, Redmenace363 seems pretty worried about you. You might want to talk to him and tell him that you're alright. Just a heads-up. I think the person who told him that you were sick exaggerated just a little so everything's kinda out of whack. Glad to see you back to normal though...

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:52:15

DAMN. That's all I got to say.

Well, actually shit happens, sorry but it's true. It'll cool down. I hope.


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:52:40

At 4/29/03 07:51 PM, biteme2514 wrote: By the way, Redmenace363 seems pretty worried about you. You might want to talk to him and tell him that you're alright. Just a heads-up. I think the person who told him that you were sick exaggerated just a little so everything's kinda out of whack. Glad to see you back to normal though...

Okay, you posted just before I sent that last one out so completely disregard that last comment I made. Instead, replace it with "I hope you feel better soon".

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:52:57

My parents....are well. Weird. Sometimes thay let me do whatever I want and say have fun. But other times they decide to be parents. In case in fact they wouldn't care what I'd be talking about.

This is some big shit your in eh?


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:54:41

At 4/29/03 07:43 PM, NEMESiSZ wrote: Serves you right for being an e-girl.

I dont think thats nice at all. All she wanted was to have a nice friendship with some guy. That has nothing bad to do. I really feel sorry you got in trouble and dont feel bad cuz my mom is also strict with me talking with other people. Why? Ask my mom.


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:54:57

At 4/29/03 07:48 PM, DarkBlueFlame wrote: thats nothing my parents dont pay any attention to me at all the greatest complement i get from them is oh thats nice i mean i'm like mom i just created a cure for cancer over the net using only Photosop and shes like "thats nice".I'd rather have parents that super overprotective than have parents that dont care about anything you do.

Are you kidding me! Actually, I have a combination with both since I have a kiss ass brother that my mom pays attention to constantly and when he's not around she's always on my ass.

God I hate my situation.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 19:58:38

At 4/29/03 07:54 PM, SonicBlackJack wrote:
I dont think thats nice at all. All she wanted was to have a nice friendship with some guy. That has nothing bad to do. I really feel sorry you got in trouble and dont feel bad cuz my mom is also strict with me talking with other people. Why? Ask my mom.

Thank you.

And biteme, is red really worried? Tell him I don't have SARS.. I just got back from the doctor. Just a sudden case of asthma and allergies.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 20:04:01

meh, i was talkin trash to the village slut and my parents read it. i got a talking to about how to talk to girls. meh. no reason to say you're gonna kill yourself. actually, this is the stupidest post i've read today except for the irony post.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 20:05:49

And what makes you think she wont find this topic...


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 20:05:50

My mom doesn't like this stuff either. She would always warn me not to talk to people I don't know online. But she doesn't do anything about it because she can't. She used to care a lot about everything I did. She always used to have a problem with me going to the mall alone or wandering by myself at a carnival or stupid shit like that.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 20:07:12

she'll get over it


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 20:07:19

shit....i had no idea...actually it turns out my parents do know what i do on the computer....in fact they even knew the convos i spoke with you about.

I feel bad. Its like when you parents walk in while your "with" a girl.


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 20:09:04

At 4/29/03 07:54 PM, Dark_Sk8er_Grrrl wrote:

Are you kidding me! Actually, I have a combination with both since I have a kiss ass brother that my mom pays attention to constantly and when he's not around she's always on my ass.

God I hate my situation.

Just think of ways your situation could be worse then you might not feel as bad a tempoary solution but you need every mintue you can when your depressed.


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 20:09:38

Looks like another multi-page topic for DSG, that's not a bad thing though.

Oh well, it always sucks when someone else comes in and looks at what your doing on the computer, especially if your talking to someone or dressing up Britney. I don't play dress up games, I know what you're thinking......sickos......

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 20:13:22

At 4/29/03 08:07 PM, Mr_Destruction wrote: she'll get over it

She won't. You don't know her. She's the kind of person that will talk about soemthing for years to come. If someone cuts her off in traffic, an hour later she'll still be talking about how stupid that guy was.

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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 20:14:43

That sucks.
I found it best from early days of using the internet that its best to take measures so your parents dont see what your doing.


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Response to I want to kill myself.. 2003-04-29 20:17:52

At 4/29/03 08:13 PM, Dark_Sk8er_Grrrl wrote:
At 4/29/03 08:07 PM, Mr_Destruction wrote: she'll get over it
She won't. You don't know her. She's the kind of person that will talk about soemthing for years to come. If someone cuts her off in traffic, an hour later she'll still be talking about how stupid that guy was.

*sigh* that serously sucks ass....Hey if its possible let me talk to you later when your mom is sleeping or something okay. But...yeah your situation is bad.


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