I Like Needles

[secretman1]

.....I love needles, I always liked the way needles feel when they pierce my body.... It excites me.
Anyway, I felt that urge to needle myself. I snuck into the bathroom while my mother and father were busy. I found this needle in my medicine cabinet. I couldn't use my personal needle because my parents took it away. They were outraged and afraid that I might hurt myself. I'm now talking sessions with a shrink. I don't know why I do this... I feel I have to. It makes me feel good. Not in that stupid emo way but..... It gets me excited. Anyway I am using a needle I have not expirenced before. It was a different needle. A syringe. I use those pin needles instead. But I thought it woulden't be any different. So I sat on the toilet, I was starting to pulsate, get nervouse if you will. I slowly took the syringe out of it's hard, plastic case. It had a nice black case. Those velvet black case you see for expensive pens or those little boxes for glasses. My arm started to pulsate as I slowly removed the syringe out of the case. I oogled at it's shining tip as the essense of light bounced off the thing. Beads of sweat trickled out of me as I stared hypnotized at the syringe. It's needlepoint, pure cobalt steel. I recognize that metal anywhere. I then took the needle gently out of the casing which holds it's almost magical essence. I ripped a piece of toliet paper off the roll and wiped the sweat away. The smell of my sweat and the needle was simply the best smell I could have ever imagined. The room strangely seemed darker than before. Perhaps itwas only the trickery of flourecent lighting. I positioned myself and my forearm. I wondered what my parents would say if they suddenly burst through that door and saw me about to enguadge into the horrific, sinful deed. They don't understand. I NEED this. I need this now, more than ever. I needed to feel that stinging sensation I get when I pierce my flesh. The mingeling of sweat, metal, and air is simply, how should I put it? Sensational. Anyway, as I pierced the first layer of my skin I started to get excited, nervous, nausous. I tried to control myself as best I can but, the excitement! Oh the excitement was as overwhelming as it ever has been. You must understand, I never felt such excitement in all my life. It was, it was like heaven. My heaven where I could do this anytime I wanted. But oh the excitement, I slipped and.....well I pirced my whole forearm. I am bleeding pretty badly. I rushed and cleand the object as best as I can and put it back. What should I do? I can't go to my parents. I'm afraid that I might have hit a nerve. And my parents could come in at any minute! What should I do? Should I bite the bullet and go to my parents and confess my crime? Should I ignore it and hope for the best? Or is there another way?

Please help me fellow Newgrounders! I'm in a really bad situation here.

[Novocane]

S&M. End.

[hg-lumin]

I say you should tell them. there might be serious consequences that could be worse if you don't?

[ScissorHead]

A few things

-PARAGRAPHS
-That picture doesnt look like you took it.
and
-You are an odd person (dont take that as an insult)

[secretman1]

At 11/21/06 01:11 AM, ScissorHead wrote: A few things

-PARAGRAPHS
-That picture doesnt look like you took it.
and
-You are an odd person (dont take that as an insult)

I found this pic and it sort of looks like my injury
My injury is a lot worse.

[migzs]

This is some intense shit

[OpiateDelusi0n]

Is there such thing as a Heroin baby ? I think you might be one.

[ScissorHead]

At 11/21/06 01:13 AM, secretman1 wrote:

At 11/21/06 01:11 AM, ScissorHead wrote: A few things

-PARAGRAPHS
-That picture doesnt look like you took it.
and
-You are an odd person (dont take that as an insult)

I found this pic and it sort of looks like my injury
My injury is a lot worse.

Well it's your choice whether you quit doing that or not, but I suggest that if you do continue, out the needle somewhere thats so visible like your arm. Try your leg or something.

[SeizureDog]

At 11/21/06 01:10 AM, Novocane wrote: S&M. End.

Needle play actually.

Sheesh, can find anything on Wikipedia...

[Oppugnant]

EEEP, I fricking hate needles. I remember one time I was in the hospital to get an operation and the couldn't find a vein in my hand, they would've jabbed me at least 10 times before finally giving up and gassing me. Now I squirm even watching a needle being administered in movies. <=S

[aigamerDS]

I wouldn't dare to try that. That would hurt like hell if you think about itl

[gamesmaster2]

At 11/21/06 01:34 AM, FOE wrote: EEEP, I fricking hate needles. I remember one time I was in the hospital to get an operation and the couldn't find a vein in my hand, they would've jabbed me at least 10 times before finally giving up and gassing me. Now I squirm even watching a needle being administered in movies. <=S

Same here, im fucking terrified of anything sharp. Especially knives AND needles. I once went to the dentist to have an extraction, but as soon as they got that needle, which they said hadto go into my mouth, i panicked big time.

[HandsomeJake]

well, figuring that you've been posting for a good while now, i'd say you were lying. and if you do bleed to death, i'm sorry, but you should probably have had called the police or something

[secretman1]

At 11/21/06 02:44 AM, HandsomeJake wrote: well, figuring that you've been posting for a good while now, i'd say you were lying. and if you do bleed to death, i'm sorry, but you should probably have had called the police or something

Way to ruin the magic there, sport.

[Torkelson]

you make my pee pee go.... da doing doing DOING!

but seriously... WOW...

[Genis0100]

OOH! OHH!

I know! I know!

RIP the needle out of your arm like a man. Just tear it out and make all sorts of grunting noises while doing it. Then take that needle and cram it into your eye. Make sure it goes all the way in. Then spin it around in all sorts of directions so that your brain becomes more mashed then it already is.

[SpeedMetalSandwich]

rip the thing out, and strap your arm real tight

that is if that picture really is you and your arm, which i highly doubt.

[positively-negative]

Meh. It's not that odd. I actually quite enjoy getting injections.

[Motrix]

Suicide is your only option.

[secretman1]

At 11/21/06 04:19 AM, Motrix wrote: Suicide is your only option.

That's not a very good option.

[Gendo]

Piercings = win, srsly, I got my first piercing about two weeks ago and I plan on getting a few more.

Needle play = Ick, I'm a bit of a masochist, but needle play is too much for me.

[krunch123]

woah you really do need a shrink

[Latecks]

That's what happens when you let little boys play with sharp objects.

Just tell your mommy to up your meddy-med-meds and you should be fine.

About the needle in the arm...just pull it out.

[1337brandcrackers]

That picture made me twitch.

[secretman1]

At 11/21/06 07:05 PM, RuB-BeR wrote: That's what happens when you let little boys play with sharp objects.

Just tell your mommy to up your meddy-med-meds and you should be fine.

About the needle in the arm...just pull it out.

I'm 15, not a little boy

[Owsley]

I think we're all missing the point, which is that THE BOY'S ARM WAS PULSATING!
HIS ARM!
THE WHOLE THING PULSATED AT THE THOUGHT OF A NEEDLE!
Go to a doctor.

[secretman1]

At 11/21/06 02:52 AM, Genis0100 wrote: OOH! OHH!

I know! I know!

RIP the needle out of your arm like a man. Just tear it out and make all sorts of grunting noises while doing it. Then take that needle and cram it into your eye. Make sure it goes all the way in. Then spin it around in all sorts of directions so that your brain becomes more mashed then it already is.

You're so smart, suggesting I stick it in my eye.

I'm oing to brainfuck you now.

[Mellvarr]

Needle fetish belongs on the fetish thread.

Also, I hate needles. I had to get a shot once and they got my mom and a nurse to hold me down so they could give it to me. I was 4 or 5 at the time.

[secretman1]

At 11/21/06 08:28 PM, Mellvarr wrote: Needle fetish belongs on the fetish thread.

Also, I hate needles. I had to get a shot once and they got my mom and a nurse to hold me down so they could give it to me. I was 4 or 5 at the time.

you must of had supah strength.

[PlaGue]

mmmmm, oook..... *quickly gets out of this thread*