Man, I don't know whats happening to me. I used to be a good sig maker and I actually cared about Newgrounds. Now, I can barely finish even the simplest of sigs without thinking it completely sucks or trashing it altogether. Maybe I'm just not inspired and have to do a little searching to find something that really captures my imagination. Maybe I'm really not all that good after all, seeing these new sig makers come in and just totally blow me away with stuff that took them minutes in photoshop, compared to much simpler things that I made that took hours in Paint.Net. Maybe its something on a personal level that I need to take care of, seeing that things have been pretty crazy of late, maybe i just need some time to myself to figure everything out and deal with what's been eating me up on the inside. Maybe its a lack of self-confidence, I mean even as I type this paragraph I just feel like its just not good enough, and I feel about the same way whenever I make sigs.
Something has been eating me up on the inside and its really effecting me and my work. Not just sig requests and whatnot, but also my posts. I just don't feel like they're good enough. I just don't really know what has put me into this rut, but I'm gonna have to find a way out of it.