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At 6/20/06 06:49 AM, -anonymous- wrote:

I'm scared of finding out who my real father is. Yet, I'm afraid that I'll live my life never knowing my biological father.

I think that's all I'll be sharing here for now.

-anonymous-....i...am your father...

OMFG STAR WARS REFRENCE!!!!!

Her.

At 6/20/06 11:33 PM, Captain-Jack wrote: I'm afraid of getting married and having children. I think that once I become a wife and a mother, all the excitement in my life will be finito and that my relationship with my partner will be destroyed due to the lack of passion that being married and having children can bring to a relationship.

I'm hardly going to try and tell you how to run your life, but here's some food for thought. My parents have been married for 24 years. In all my life, I have never, ever, not even ONCE heard them yell at each other, except in jest. It depends on what kind of relationship you have in the first place I think. Mind you, my parents may be an odd case, they've been like best friends ever since they can remember, so that may have something to do with it, but I don't think marriage should crimp the way you and your partner feel about each other.

Does that help allieve your worries a little?

never I shall never Admit to defeat

i have a weakness for buying aything i see that i can afford. Seriously, its so bad I can't go window shopping any more. :P

once i bought 18 pairs of shoes from wal-mart. What can I say? they were on sale!

At 6/21/06 12:10 AM, Captain-Jack wrote: A little, thank you, but I am still concerned with the lack of raw passion that inevitably results during a long-term relationship.

Think of it this way: You have an exciting and lengthy day, there's nothing better than returning to the comfort and stability of your warm bed when the day is over. Now apply that to a lengthy marriage. You'll have your long day, but in the end, retreating to the safety and comfort of that which has been the constant at night for years can be enjoyable.

Meh, it's a lame metaphor but whatever.

Anyway, my biggest fears lie in the realm of morbidity. Nothing gets me to lie awake at night thinking more than the notion that once my life is over, that's it. When I was little it was the fact that I would never be able to enjoy another video game, or play with my young friends again. But now that I've matured the full depth of the lack of existence has hit me. Not only will I never be able to feel all the feelings and emotions that make me who I am, but it won't even bother me. I'll be entirely over, it won't be like when I sleep, it'll be like before birth. Things may or may not happen, or even exist, but it won't matter since I won't be me. I won't have an identity, a body, a mind, thoughts, anything. Everything taken for granted will be absent. I can't even put down into words how frightening that lacking is to me.

It doesn't bother me right now, I have to really start thinking about it. But I can only do that because I'm a procrastinator at heart. I've put off dealing with death because I know that it won't be upon me anytime soon.

A few of the more trivial fears I have include heights and needles. I try to overcome those by participating in them, however, death is just not a fear that I can overcome through participation. Many people have the attitude that death is a natural part of life, and while that's true, it still scares the shit out of me.

Nothing else is all that frightening to me, other than the thought that through a moment of rage, lack of foresight, or instability I might bring such a fate upon someone else.

Kryptonite.

It makes me feel all weird. :(

im afraid of carbon monoxide poisoning.
i know its a silly thing to be scared of, but for some reason i'm really afraid of it.

I have so many weaknesses it's difficult to just simply name them all. I think anyone could use anything as a weapon against me. Sex, love, friendship, spite, hate, pressure, sadness. Fear takes hold of me way too easy. I guess fear itself is my weakness.

All I can think of is monkeys... Monkeys and ants....

At 6/20/06 06:33 AM, the_funk wrote: hairy legs on girls. and yeah i wish i was super smart and more artistic

Yeah same here!

Im pretty smart...just cant spell worth shit!

im very concerned about my temper and attitude sometimes. mostly im in control but sometimes i feel like i go too far and exploit small issues just to give myself the satisfaction that im not weak.

another thing is that i get really nervous and tense when i hear noise. noise coming from arguments and fights resulting from bad relationships and stuff. like at my house when my parents quarrely it really makes me tense and i tend to lost interest in everything for a few days. it happens so often and yet im unable to get used to it.

well to simplify the above bullshit. i hate being in difficult positions where people expect me to make decisions about issues which can put me in a dilemma. i hate feeling divided and trapped. i just feel suffocated sometimes at home.

I find myself to be completely and utterly ugly. Whenever I get a compliment, I usually think it's a lie. Self esteem is my biggest thing.

Dunno, guess I'm paranoid, it takes ages for me to get to sleep at night, whenever I hear a sound I sit up in bed and go OMGWTFBBQFISHSTICKS.

My fears?... Ants. I have some kind of antophobia. I don't mind watching them from a distance, but if they get too close I start to go nuts. Also, whatever is lurking around a dark corner after watching a scary movie, not to be confused with the boogieman, I grew out of that when I was six.

As for what I wish I could do; I wish I could be more athletic. Now I'm not in best of shape, but I'm not the "fat" kid either. I grew up in a neighborhood with very few children and I spent most of my time either playing video games or watching TV. Suprisingly, I am a very nice person, I don't swear, I try to type neatly, blah blah blah. I get picked on at school, but I'm always defended by and close to all the girls in my school.(Maybe its not so bad after all...)

I fear:

Dirty laundry

angry monkeys

republicans

the printing press

ironed shirts

swoopinh helicopters with heat seeking missiles

cuban insurgents

zombies with no teeth

werewolves taking job occupations as person stylists

person stylists themselves

gays who can adopt children from korea

glasses that are half empty

passing the salt shaker to the other side of the table

3 legged chairs

bumble bees that don't buzz

mosquitos that like to go places you really which they didn't

DVDs that don't have an art label and must manually figure out which side to put it in

the future of microsoft with bill gates

my stock in microsoft now that bill has left

how PS3 will compare to 360

if the 360 will ever make time splitters compatible

when uwe boll makes movies

when speilburg says we're "doing a remake"

when games are made into movies

when movies are made into games

if my fingers ever got cramped from pushing to many keys on the keyboard

a keyboard with no keys at all

an error and a 4 digit number after that

how nostradamas was true about 9/11

his prediction, the world will end in 5 years

a carpet with sharp bristles

those home equity networks

cooking with rachel ray

if anything every happened to emril

if Mr.T decided to turn white and take a career in law

mods

mod power

mod attitude

n00b attitude

n00b grammer

the grammer in Newgrounds

ridiculous topics

repeated topics

tom fulp's eventual passing

the fate of newgrounds

ramagai

girls who don't shave their armpits

the discovery of deodorant possibly giving you cancer after excessive use

cancer

africa

the government in africa

communism

hitler's unborn child

a succesor of hitler

parodies of hitler

Bush legislatures

Congress

how much they bitch about there not being enough tax on real estate

social secruity

the baby boomers that are still alive today

korea

their famed estute of nukes and brain washed citizens

foreign countries in general

bright lights

not knowing if that bright light may be an abduction

the theory of evolution

when God gets pissed when we learn about evolution

when AI is no longer under our control

the computer always beating me

a little kid who beats me at my own game

when someone says "do I know you?"

the fact that you probably do know that person and you really don't want to talk to them

stalkers

stalkers who wear colognes and perfumes of sorts

being commented that I smell like a french whore because I put on too much scented fragements

french whores

prostitutes

pimps who dress in purple and pink

lowriders without hydrolics

hispanics slowly taking over the job market in the U.S

Neo nazis

prison

prison butt rapes

prison chain gangs who give you a smile and wave as you drive by

being pulled over by a cop who's havnig an unplesant day

if your an adolscent and your pulled over by a cop

how much of a hardass this cop might really be

highways with congested traffic

not knowing my way through the bakc roads

not having a GPS or a "tom tom" in my car

peeping toms

when somebody rudely barges in while your trying to bang one out

how many STDS we're finding each year

forgetting a condomn in the heat of passion

not knowing how to put on a condomn

Losing an erection you really like

waking up finding splooge in your just cleaned sheets

that bad breath you get when you wake up

not waking up

staying in a dream paralysis

having a nightmare that includes dolls

killer dolls

how much it hurts when they stab you with little needles

chainsaw weilding fanatics

that the guy chasing you with a chainsaw is a hell of a lot faster than you are

big black guys with wife beaters and a supposed rolex

narcotics in general and how crazy it can get

FBI raids

searchlights

trying to escape and then being caught by a searchlight

losing your dignity over something silly like forgetting to wear under garments

letting a SBD out and havign people frantically find who the culprit is

being framed for a murder you didn't do especially if its a rape

rape and how nasty it can get but at the same time how it can turn into a turn on

tagging alone a party you weren't invited to

waking up in a bed thats not yours with a fat ugly shick sleeping next to you

taking a nap in your car not aware your in the middle of RR tracks

having really bitchy parents

someone's trying to teach you somethng adn they rip it away from you and show you in humiliation

monks

smelly animals

smelly feces

scissors that have a safety lock

blind dates

blind dates that can turn awkward extremely quick

someone in the family dies and you're bickering over rightful shares

divorce with someone you purposley used for sex

high pitched artists that somehow end up getting much undeserved fame and attention, yes you james blunt

people who can't get a fucking clue what you're talking about and thus have to "break it down" for them

no-one giving two shits about you

bags that have a tiny hole them and something very valuable has fallen out

airport secruity

how long it can take

missing my flight because they had to inspect my shoes

musslims boarding the same flight you're on

attendants who will take your order but instead go to the back to have little chit chats with their co workers

ever having to put one of those oxygen masks over my face

if that oxygen mask doens't work

not enough paracgutes

staring at your best buddy then at the last parachuet determining who's going to live

if the boat your own ever does a "titanic scenario"

if the wine bottle that gets smashed on the side sends glass shards on the boat either getting caught in your or will get stuck on your feet if you're making your way to the pool

pain

having a low pain tolerance

torture

any combination of torture tools and who's doing the torture

what hell might look like

if it resembles anything like doom 3

losing a bet that you needed for gas money

how fast gas prices are soaring

inflammable objects

getting burned then having someone piss on you just to put it out when there's no water utility in view

germs that can take human shape

the monotony of anime

butt secks

secks instead of sex

AIDS

?

At 6/20/06 06:45 AM, JadeTheAssassin wrote:

At 6/20/06 06:40 AM, JadeTheAssassin wrote:

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I also forgot to mention that I'm deathly afraid of someone revealing my real name and my address online. I've stayed awake late over that, and I've also had several dreams about it. :(

wimp

I can't be bothered fearin death coz it's gonna catch up to u some time...
Me? I fear the world is fallin.

I don't like myself that much. I'm not good at anything useful. I procrastinate. I just live with it, and play video games and go on Newgrounds all day.

im scared of looking like a complete twat in front of people

but the worst one is i have a fear that everyone is gonna remember everything ive fucked up on eg tripped over, dropped something or coming out with a joke that everyone doesnt laugh at and you feel a complete fucking loser

this fucks up your self confidence sooo much and you always have that thing in the back of your mind "what if they..."

and that was my emotional moment for the day, and now i feel an even bigger twat for telling everyone (who i have never met)

I can't argue, i'm too sweet and I don't take risks, so in a flamewar, I always lose :'(

My weakness is crappy portal submissions.. (Which have been thriving in the last couple of weeks)

At 6/21/06 12:51 AM, darth_edwin wrote: im afraid of carbon monoxide poisoning.
i know its a silly thing to be scared of, but for some reason i'm really afraid of it.

Carbon Monoxide poisoning is something to be scared of.

im afraid of unprotected sex

I'm afraid of long, personal forum posts. OH GOD!!! THEY'RE EVERYWHERE!

More seriously, I have a thing about heights.Mostly man-made ones, though. I'm pretty comfortable on mountains and such, but a 3- or 4-story drop in a building freaks me out. And I do a lot of gym climbing, so it's sort of a problem. I have an instinctive fear of and reaction to nearly falling, and that means I get tired out very quickly. Other than that, mild self-consciousness, continual self-doubt, and a lot of struggles with willpower or the lack thereof.

I fear small spaces.

Kryptonite.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZINGGGGG

I'm afraid of leaving the adventrous life.

I'm afraid of losing my long hair.