their is no meaning of life to me, this is my theory,
If their is a "God" he created earth as an expirement to see what will happen to his realm in a few years, so he created earth as an expirement, he created stags, bees,wasps etc etc. and he created humans. like himself except made to advance more faster than usual, as we built and built our military got stronger and stronger, then the world goes into chaos and he has to stop it as it his is project, he destroys earth and fears that this might happen to his "earth". now he wishes never to live, just prepares what is going to happen.