Well, I say what you have here is nice from reading it. But the thing is, every time I see a couple groping each other in the halls or even just holding hands, it makes me wanna lug around a shotgun the next day and blow them to pieces. And I think "If they want to be together so bad, they can be buried as one mingled corpse." I always think this way when it comes to anyone being in love. I believe I have some almost Naziistic hatred of those that rely on emotion rather than cold logic.
But seriously, when I hear about a dance with couples I wonder how wonderful it would be to lock them in and gas them to death, or waltz in with an AK-47 and mow them down, or throw a molotov cocktail in the midst of them, setting aflame all those expensive and shallow dresses and suits. I've actually given thought to starting my own Holocaust for the grand plan of eliminating all love from the world.
I've had my heart broken and mended too many times to count. I've tried to get to know girls, but as soon as I begin to think of asking them out, I find out they already have a boyfriend. It seems every damn girl in the school has a god damn boyfriend!
Believe me, I've tried to socialize, but every time I talk it's as if I hit the 'brake' button on the conversation; everyone stops and stares, and I feel like a complete asshole. I've been looking since elementary school to become part of a group, and I still have had no luck. It feels like every kid in the world is just waiting for me to slip up so that they can point out my wrongs.
Well, now I'm just ranting at this point. Summary: I hate love, and I hate the people that are in it, at least until I meet someone and I find out such a thing as 'love' exists.