Well, its the holiday's. Its that time of year when everyone spends time with thier loved ones, and a lot of people get presents. Interestingly enough, its also the time of the year for suicide. The significant lack of sunlight due to winter causes a chemical imbalance in the brain, causing depresion. Odd huh?
In any case, 2005 has been a year to remember. A lot of fucked up shit happened, and a lot of people lost thier lives. It is odd to think that there are American troops in Iraq, dying for "freedom". It is odd to think that a tsunami killed thousands of people. It is odd to think that 2 hurricanes slammed the U.S., causing millions, if not billions of dollars of damage.
But it is most odd to think that while all this was, and is, going on, I am here. I am here sitting in my room talking about it with the same detachment with which I talk about the weather. Was there any purpose? What did the human race learn this year? Did we profit from these experiances?
No, probably not.
Instead, we chalk it up to " mother nature", or "terrorism", or whatever they feel like calling the next fucking dilema on the horizon. We watch, we listen.
But WE
DO
NOT
LEARN.
For instance, America still has troops in Iraq. I supported getting Sadam out of power, that guy was a bad mother fucker. But he is on fucking trial now. So why are we still there? Why do we continue to waste innocent lives on the whim of a man who only got into college because his father was famous?
I find fault in the logic that America is supporting so called "freedom". That we are somehow noble because we continue to martyr Americans by staying in a country that didnt want us there in the first place.
So tell me when it is going to end. There isnt much we, the human race, couldve done about the tsunami, I wont argue that. The tragedy with the hurricanes couldve been avoided, had not America been so self confident. But Iraq couldve been prevented. The loss of humans, not just Americans, could've been prevented.
So much for happy holidays.