buy everything you possibly can until you can buy no more. then buy some more, with credit cards. then not be able to pay the credit cards. go to jail, do not collect 200 dollars. become the bitch of a hunk named bo. find true happiness for the first time in your life. become born again. run for president. blow up world.
i'm sorry hun, it's late. go for it, follow your heart, splurge. you're only young and with cash for a very short amount of time.