hrmm.. *reads posts*
Allright - I have carefully taken into consitderation all that all of you have said:
kagome - I have tons of projects for you to work on musically - sadly I cannot afford to pay anyone so I felt that I wouldnt be able to get anyone to sing for me. I am just really curious as to how GOOD you can sing - if you are amazing - like Chiaki Ishikawa, then i might suggest you sing THIS - this is a song that I am dying to do next.
These are others that I would like to do:
welcome to the twilight, under the moon (.hack)
fake wings(.hack)
radical dreamers - without taking the jewel (chrono cross - english or japanese, pref. english)
if you still believe (legend of dragoon)
INVOKE! (gundam seed - english would be kewl, doesnt have to be sung in same vocal way)
believe (gundam seed - I think you would do very well with this song)
and thats about all of them for now kagome - hope that keeps you busy! :P lyrics can be found just by googling the anime name and song name or just ask me and I'll find them for you.
as for everyone else - basically starting this topic was a forced win win for me - either I stop making music with the last song being one of the best songs ive made thus far and am known (and perhaps immortalized :P) for never stagnating musically wise - or I actually get RESULTS this way and can thus still make amazing music for all of you to hear.
I confess that I do tend to be a perfectionist - and thus see flaws in everything I do - very rarely do I ever submit a song totally satisfied with it. Mostly I submit it because my computer cannot take anymore. I would use Reason more but it doesnt support tempo changes and that really hurts a lot of my songs..
and ryeguyhead - the most fans? Hahaha and I havent even submitted my flash yet - i'm sure paragon had more fans than i - or even ragevi and evil_dog, but I appreciate the comment nonetheless! Maybe its because really none of my songs are really the same - so I never get stuck in a category and are expected to do the same things over and over (coughs) - also ryeguy - that comment hurt - perhaps subconsciously thats one of the reasons why I never told you.. I still have testicles asshole they are just wired differently.
and admiral - I was doing neither - stop trying to make me look bad. When I compare it to other ppls professional stuff it DOES sound like crap to me.. as for those 2 songs.. well I wanna do more than that. I'm glad you liked them - even tho tons of ppl tore up what was bad about them..
as for removing any of my audio - no thanks - my mistakes are bare for all to see - once it reaches 300 i'll just shut it off rename it and turn it into a vault account and spawn another chronamut account and start from there.
and poetic reven - listen to the songs i provided for kagome - if she is unable to do any of those i'd appreciate having any of those - for now.
and I write my own lyrics - sadly i dont like using male vocals - I prefer female vocals as my songs are more ambiant sounding. Talking vocals is an idea but can only go so far and is usually good as a background to actual vocals..
ya see the vocals that i've been able to find on limewire have been less than satisfactory for me - I dotn just stick in random stuff to make a techno like song - I want full strucured stuff - and I cannot find any of that. Thanks for the idea tho allen
and erkie - maybe you are right - heck there were times in the past where i stopped submitting for entire MONTHS - talent is like a well - you cannot tap it all the time - one reason I would never want to do this as a job - the demand would suck me dry in a matter of months - maybe I just have to wait for the well to fill up again. I stopped drawing because of the same thing.
And piepie - you just need to actually TRY - dont be satisfied with the skills you currently have - try to make yourself better. The perfect evolution is the worst stagnation that mankind can ever endure.
And ya B0UNC3 I know you are sorta in the same position as me - maybe we'll just wait it out..
thank you all for your comments - sorry if I missed anyone. I do still want help from all of you tho.