Slight improvement with things on my end. I'm still talking to her a lot and last night I have managed to gone without the talk of relationship or saying that I love her or anything like that. Our conversation felt smooth and although I can't know every single thing that goes on in her daily life, I'm sure that made her feel better in one way. Roll on Saturday for the fancy dress birthday party. Considering what she's set me up to go as for the party, she better have a smile on her face! :)
Hawkwind - Hall of the Mountain Grill
At 3/14/13 04:21 AM, Haggard wrote:
At 3/11/13 07:47 PM, Bahamut wrote:
Yeah, there is uni for her to look forward to in September and she has no idea where she'll be. She has a few places in mind, one of them being close to Liverpool but that one isn't her first choice. Wherever she'll go for uni, I'll do what I can to see her on a regular basis. Hopefully wherever she goes for uni she'll have a much better time than her second year in college. Uni won't be easy but if people are right in saying that it's an easier part of life than college, then there'll be less stress on her when she studies for the next three years or so.Since I've never been to college (not my fault, we just don't have something that is comparable to a college ;) ) I cannot say which one is easier. I only know that I enjoyed going to university much more than I enjoyed going to school. But with all this Bachelor and Master crap going on here, I don't know if this still is true. I was lucky I still was able to get a dimploma and not some crappy "Bachelor degree" or "Master degree".
You see, I never went to uni and I don't think I will now. I'm in an ugly position where if I do go back to full-time education, the dole will be gone and I will not even have a damn penny left on me. That and it's a matter of starting college again and I had enough hell from that. Then again, I've been having enough hell from employers but either way it's a lose-lose situation and at least one of them is allowing me to have a benefit. It's a shit way of handling things but that's how it is. My girlfriend has a Saturday part-time job but doesn't even get a fraction of what I earn on a monthly basis.
Keep in mind that I do give my parents a regular payment so it's not all for me. It would be nice if it was but at least that money I do give them goes towards food and drink as well as some other bits and bobs so it's helping us out. They were actually willing to cut the monthly payment I owe them due to seeing my girlfriend but that was just around the same time we agreed on a break. Funny timing that. :P
Well, she's giving the dragon a break for now.But I still am sure she's way more biased than I am. :P
Ah but for now she's seeing me as a friend. That surely makes her less biased.
Even the rents for a flat are very high and among the most expensive you can find anywhere in Germany. Rents in Hamburg aren't exactly cheap either, but I live at the very edge of town. A few meters from here is the federal state border, heh. Rents here are moderate compared to rents in the heart of the city.
We'll find a place to go to in Germany eventually. Maybe have it coincide with a live show as Germany gets shit tons of things happening. Again, just going to Germany, it's all about getting that money first. I may have a manageable budget to keep my bank account growing but most of that money I'm able to save is for emergency cases. For example, if I did truly lose my iPod last month I would have had to shell out some of that money just for a replacement. It wouldn't have been pleasant but I wouldn't be bankrupt from it.