Well damn! It seems life does not want to give me a break right now. Can't spend much time dwelling on the break up since either Thursday or Friday, I'm put on work trial for a school in Liverpool. Although it's not the central area, I've checked bus times to get there and it's possible to be there on time for 8 in the morning. At least an hour journey to get there is quite a bit but it's either I take this or wait endlessly for another job opportunity. Better go ahead with this now while I have the chance.
That said, I'm still a bit down about the break up but I've been talking to some people and looking back at things, more and more it seems that it was for the better but on the other hand, it does hurt to feel how much we could have done together and what we planned to do in the near-future and now it's all gone out the window. I'd try and get the worst feelings out of the system right now but life insists I push forward as opposed to dwelling on past misfortunes.
Oh, and for the first time my replies have to be separated into two posts. Shame it's not for the happiest reasons but at least it's getting us all talking.
Helloween - Keeper of the Seven Keys The Legacy World Tour 2005/2006 and Gambling with the Devil
At 3/18/13 11:45 AM, Auz wrote:
At 3/18/13 09:58 AM, Bahamut wrote:
When life gives you difficult situations, stats on a website isn't really the ideal thing to make you happy. I know I should be happy with the recent milestones but at the end of the day, Newgrounds isn't the most important thing in the world. I'm the 8th person to reach 30k posts and sure, so little have actually reached this but again, my IRL circumstances haven't been great.I haven't been following your posts concerning your relationship that closely, but it sounds messed up :( I can imagine that you're pretty broken up after your first relationship ends that way.
No-one expects it to be easy for me, especially what I had to go through.
All I can say is take all the time you need to get through it and try not to let it hurt your future relationships.
I imagine by the time I find someone else, I'll have put this all behind me. The dud of a relationship I had back in 2009 doesn't mean anything to me now so I'm no longer hurt by it. However, with this one being close to the love partner than I ever did before, I do need more time to get over things.
As a result of getting 30k posts, though, I now have FOUR stats with 30k+ and I'm the first of that kind to do that. It'll be ages before you even see anyone else with four 30k statsCoop is about the only likely other candidate to reach that anywhere within the next few years.
And that's whenever he even reaches 30k posts. Sorry Coop but that is a looooooooooong way off for you now. I'm not even sure if he can even reach it because of how things have been going for him. If it's not going to be him, then I think Nijsse has potential if he continues to get blams and saves. While he's only roughly halfway to 30k medals, it's something that can easily grow to that many sometime in the future. Mind you, we still only have three 2x20k'ers and I broke that barrier back in 2009. XwaynecoltX and Coop are the only other two that have attainted that while a few are looking to be close to getting there except for the fact that blam milestones take an eternity now.
At 3/18/13 01:57 PM, Haggard wrote:
At 3/18/13 09:58 AM, Bahamut wrote:
For now she's best staying off relatonships until she can make a complete turnaround on her life.I'm sorry to hear that. But I think you did the right thing. Cutting isn't something that should be taken lightly. It is (or can turn into) a serious disorder. Also, about yourself finding another girlfriend, Homer said it best: "You went from sitting on the sidelines to getting in the game! Sometime, when you least expect it, you'll realize that someone loved you. And that means that someone can love you again! And that'll make you smile." ;)
After the actions I took, she did realise what she was doing did go too far but unfortunately, she couldn't be with me anymore as a result. It's possible that she felt she gave me too much trouble and I would have been willing to give her a second chance. However, she did say relationships were something that only put pressure on her mind so I think it's about time she stayed on her own for a good while.
I think one of the problems was how soon it was for her to be with me after her previous break up. Perhaps she was pushed by a few too much to find someone else and she wasn't given enough time on her own. Initially I just wanted to see her in Liverpool as friends to try and give her company. She knew a few to see as well but when it came to seeing her and tweeting to her a lot, it was then our feelings to each other grew. Things were all good for the first three weeks but then she changed and it never got back to how it was before.
Now she isn't biased at all. :PI still hope that your friendship remains. ;)
It'll be hard to see her the way I did before but maybe this is still doable. As long as she does take her time on things and do what is best for her, I can't see many reasons as to why we shouldn't be friends at this time. I'll just have to see how she is whenever I do see in person her again. Maybe when she is feeling down it might be easier to make her feel better.
Yeah, I keep hearing of a lot of live shows in Hamburg. That's why it's one place to consider going if I were to go on holiday to Germany.Soon, Testament will be playing here.
Not bad, not bad. They're not a high priority on my list to see, though but it's always good to hear big names playing around here.