Guys, I haven't felt love, sensual love. I have a guy now, but my parents still don't know I'm gay, so we had to pass off as friends infront of them. Still, he hasn't tried anything, and I'm worried that I'll do something wrong if I make the first move, because he seems like the sensitive type. He's got a driver's liscence, so he drove me to my home. If we walked together, we possibly could've held hands.
Even when I have someone, I feel alone.