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I knew a girl for around 2 years, right? I helped her with her family, personal and social problems. I was someone she could trust. On a particular day, my friend Tootbook was over at my house, watching me speak to this girl. Tootbook encouraged me to ask her for a picture of herself, so I complied. I kadn't actually seen her for months, so I would be surprised too. The photo was trancendent; the most beautiful girl I had ever laid eyes on. Tootbook was in awe, he really encouraged me to ask her out. (FYI, this was all being done on the internet, IMming.) I didn't think the internet was the best way to ask a girl out, it's more meaningful in person, but I didn't have any other way. So I asked her out the best way I could.

Her exact response was "I have wanted you since you went out with laticia" (FYI laticia was a rotund girl I went out with for pity, I waited for her to break up with me so I wouldn't look like tha bad guy, but that's another story). Tootbook and I were most pleased with the response, so I asked her if it was yesor no. She said yes (yay me) and I asked her for a convinient date and time for her. She said saturday night at a church thing she had been wanting to go to, but couldn't afford. (Church thing? wtf crappy first date place) So I had to scrounge up 20 bucks for us to get in. It was a good time.

The next day she called me and explained to me that she didn't want a boyfriend. I was very upset and took my anger out on a brick wall with my fist. Ouch. Later that night she had said she spoke to her friends about the incedent and her friends encouraged her to go out with me, but I wasn't sure if her friends convinced her or pressure her into going with me, but that didn't stop me from trying. She unexpectedly came over the next saturday afternoon when I had two friends over, you know them as F_E_Tishman and Tootbook. The girl had gone with us to the mall and we were all bored. (why did she have to come then?) She had gone around 7:00 as did my friends, but I had a little bit of time with her to myself, so I had asked if she wanted to go out, or if her friends were pressuring her. I got a kiss on the lips and she said she wasn't ready for a boyfriend. I excepted that because I learned her passed boyfriends had all fucked her and left, so trust for her was a big issue.

The next day, she IMs me explaining how she regreted the kiss and doens't like me (wow, she's good at being nice) and also explained how she fell for my friend, F_E_Tishman. That really pissed me off. "No, I'm not readsy for a boyfriend". Next day "I like your friend". She lied to me, she just didn't want to go with me.

I was very upset and had gone to my friends house and was venting quite harshly, words like "I hope my perverse friend rapes her!". No, I didn't actually want her to get raped, that is rather sickening. But somehow, she had figured out I said that and now she is terribly frightened of me and won't speak wiht me about it at all. I'm not ready to blame my friends yet, she may have read an e-mail of mine, but damn I am angry and broken.

Thank you for allowing me to vent and I am eager to read your opinions.
~Toxic~

Just go gay. They seem to have more fun.

Ahw sad story. Sometimes girls can piss me off too, they're so girlish. But I bet there will be one girl who really likes you, don't worry.

Yeah, I understand what you're going through.

It's not always like that. In highschool people tend to be immature both in personality and in relationships. I don't mean to tell you to put your chin up and pull yourself by the boot straps but there's not much else to do. Don't take stuff like that personally though, it probably has a lot more to do with her than you.

At 3/30/05 01:25 PM, -Manman- wrote: Just go gay. They seem to have more fun.

You must be talking from experience.

At 3/30/05 01:40 PM, ramagi wrote:

At 3/30/05 01:25 PM, -Manman- wrote: Just go gay. They seem to have more fun.

You must be talking from experience.

Pssshhh... I wish. No, I'm stuck in a lame hetero relationship.
My boy convinces me to stay every time.

Well the best thing to do is... Find someone else always have a backup girl... Always.. and of corse never let your guard down when you are with these girls on dates maybe she was fealing discomfort when you where around her maybe to feal complete she needed you to do something?... Or the most possible thing is that you did something another guy did and it made her think and she broke up with you....

Life is a bitch and i am going to merry one!

Relationships in General really suck... I'm so lonely

She dumped you because your a pussy, dont be a giant vagina next time and maybe it would have lasted. And internet shit thats gay.

At 3/30/05 02:12 PM, Thorain wrote: Well the best thing to do is... Find someone else always have a backup girl... Always.. and of corse never let your guard down when you are with these girls on dates maybe she was fealing discomfort when you where around her maybe to feal complete she needed you to do something?... Or the most possible thing is that you did something another guy did and it made her think and she broke up with you....

Life is a bitch and i am going to merry one!

thats a great idea... until all the girls you've been hitting on find out that you've been cheating.

my advice is that you is: just move on, its not like she was the last girl on earth. Date someone else :D

high school kids no nothing about love.

haha she came over to my house today noob. Nah but in all seriousness its all fixed up now.

At 3/30/05 01:35 PM, FrostyBear wrote:

:, they're so girlish.

i am not girlish.... okay how i talk is but thats it... i'm more of a tom boy! but oh well you have the stupid girls that are like lets go to the movies and have sleep overs!

Women, can't live with em', can't live without em'.

At 3/30/05 01:25 PM, -Manman- wrote: Just go gay. They seem to have more fun.

I've never seen a poor gay guy. only rich

At 3/31/05 12:29 AM, Revrent wrote:

At 3/30/05 01:25 PM, -Manman- wrote: Just go gay. They seem to have more fun.

I've never seen a poor gay guy. only rich

holy crap, hes right

Beat the shit out of your friend, kidnapp him, and mail her his left ear. After that, she will be all over your dick.

Here is what you did wrong. One: Asked a girl out online after not having seen her in forever...
Yup, well you went wrong there, and after that, it was all pretty much gonna be hell anyway.

At least you've been close to a relationship. You also got kissed by a really hot girl, that's pretty tight. Nothin even close to the stuff you said has ever happened to me. I just stare at the hot girls.

I'm pathetic :D

Dude, get over it. Wow, she didn't want to go out with u, oh no! Its not that big of a deal unless u can't get another girls. Most highschool relations don't work anyways.

It seems to me that this young lady doesn't know what she wants. It could be a possibility that she has problems communicating herself, and i know this from experience, but if anything, she just an't organize her thoughts well and stay stuck on something.

Another note, just because she says she likes your friend, doesn't mean that she IS ready for a boyfriend... she just likes your friend. Take things that people say as it is said.

Unless it's sarcasm, of course, but that's irrelevant.

Maybe to her you went on a bit forward. Maybe it was best to strengthen a relationship with her as a friend before anything.

Over all, I just think she knows how she feels, it's just that she does it in a way that... doesn't make sense. Girls are like that alot. It sucks, but ya grow, and ya deal.

Don't worry baout it too much just give her time. Maybe she will come around to apologize to you or the other way around. Just calm down and sort out your feelings. In time she will forgive for your harsh words. Love is a complicated process and a sign of trust has to be made or mended.

Are you ugly? It could be because you're ugly.

At 3/31/05 01:06 AM, Maynz wrote: It seems to me that this young lady doesn't know what she wants. It could be a possibility that she has problems communicating herself, and i know this from experience, but if anything, she just an't organize her thoughts well and stay stuck on something.

That may also be part of the problem.

Another note, just because she says she likes your friend, doesn't mean that she IS ready for a boyfriend... she just likes your friend. Take things that people say as it is said.

I can understand not wanting a boyfriend after being broken so many times.

Unless it's sarcasm, of course, but that's irrelevant.

Maybe to her you went on a bit forward. Maybe it was best to strengthen a relationship with her as a friend before anything.

but, he has known her for two years.

Over all, I just think she knows how she feels, it's just that she does it in a way that... doesn't make sense. Girls are like that alot. It sucks, but ya grow, and ya deal.

It could also be that she doesn't want to hurt him?

At 3/31/05 01:11 AM, ShitOnAStick wrote: Are you ugly? It could be because you're ugly.

Haha, sadly that might just be the reason.

This F_E_Tishman guy must be pretty handsome :\

At 3/31/05 12:32 AM, DancingTomato wrote: Beat the shit out of your friend, kidnapp him, and mail her his left ear. After that, she will be all over your dick.

i am that friend you cunt. Besides i rule! she came over to mah howze today and had a good time so haha!

At 3/31/05 01:22 AM, Tootbook wrote:

At 3/31/05 12:32 AM, DancingTomato wrote: Beat the shit out of your friend, kidnapp him, and mail her his left ear. After that, she will be all over your dick.

i am that friend you cunt. Besides i rule! she came over to mah howze today and had a good time so haha!

What kind of friend are you?

At 3/30/05 01:24 PM, Toxic-stickman wrote: I excepted that because I learned her passed boyfriends had all fucked her and left, so trust for her was a big issue.

It's hard to trust someone when they don't have trust in you. Maybe that's why it didn't work...

At 3/31/05 01:24 AM, BlackFenris wrote:

At 3/31/05 01:22 AM, Tootbook wrote:

At 3/31/05 12:32 AM, DancingTomato wrote:

i am that friend you cunt. Besides i rule! she came over to mah howze today and had a good time so haha!

What kind of friend are you?

a pretty good friend considering i didnt have sex with her