Im having trouble logging on, i was going to write this in the reviews, but this is a more appropriate place for it.
When i was in elementary school... I was beat up by high school kids on the bus i rode. Almost every day, i would get off the bus crying to my mom about it. I talked to the principal, and he did nothing. This continued till high school. I did not go crazy, i am not a crazy neo-nazi for it, as a matter of fact, i developed a bit of a superiority complex against my peers. I still look at some of them,( though i've moved to college, i have a few friends in high school, so i still know how it is), and they actually make me pity them. I seperated myself from the high school society, and i got a unique perspective on them. I see football players who drink and party, I see gorgeous girls who go out with the trashiest people, becuase they are considered cool. I see loose girls who sleep around and are proud of it and an "In-Society" which demands it, i've seen a girl who i thought of as a friend get pregnant and hang herself(i didnt see the actual hanging) because her parents came down so hard on her, i belive it could had been handled better, but i dont blame the parents too bad. I've seen a football player call a cheerleader "Slut-Bucket", and later in the week she was hit by a train and died, i then found out she went to a church nearby the school, and was not a "Slut-Bucket". I've seen many who identify themselves on music that glorifies killing and sex. I've seen my entire generation go down the shit hole, i see high school as a cess-pit of filth. Ive seen "Non-conformists,Goths,Freaks, outcasts, whatever you call them" preach about not conforming to societies rules, when they themselves only accepted those who wore black, painted their faces, and listened to the same music as them. I've seen the same people do drugs,drink, have sex, and commit violence jsut to be a "Non-Conformist". Why, oh why, can't being a non-conformist ever be a good thing? Why cannot people see that doing drugs leads to failure, addiction, and death? Why can't high schoolers see that living a active sex life will make you cool, but most likely lead you forced into a dead-end job before you finish college, just so you can take care of a baby. Why do they punish those who do well by judging them as nerds. Im not so far conceited though to not realize that there are SOME people who are not as such. I know that doctors, lawyers, scientists, and so on all were in high school at one point. But it makes one wonder, what challenges did THEY have to go through to reach where they are today? DId they have to go through the challenges Jeff Weise had to? Did thoughts of rampage invade THEIR minds? No body really knows that answer. As previously stated, ive developed a superiority complex, and was not very kind to many people. I have few friends, but they are very dear to me, people i would trust with everything i am. I think, in retrospect, that i handled things as best i could. My moral is this, you who partake in such actions, analyze your own life and ask, "Where will this take me, what branches fork further down this road i travel". If the School Systems could teach love along side history, maybe we wouldnt have ohter Jeff Weises and Columbines.