When I started this club in 2004 I often smoked marijuana, and had very little experience with other drugs, being only 16. Now, at 24, I'm a heroin addict, often indulging in the inclusion of cocaine, mixed into a single barrel, injected, this is what is known, and often defined as a "proper speedball". I'm physically dependent on heroin, can't, wont go long with out it. The cocaine is when I'm just being a stupid pig, and necessarily treating myself. I started blogging about it in november, www.myaddictionblog.tumblr.com
I have my BCSA (British Columbia safety authority) certified 4th class power engineer ticket, and operate a facility classified by ASME (American society of mechanical engineers) as a high pressure power plant. Recently achieving my 4th class last October, I had had my 5th since the beginning of 2009. Now having two years at BCIT (British Columbia Technical Institute) under my belt, I am eager to get back in to start my 3rd year, but need to get 1 years firing time at a larger facility, the plant I've been employed at for the last 6 years, while operating the boiler at the pressures we do, and only the one boiler at a time we try to maintain lawfully low pressures to be classified as a 5th class plant (so you can pay the operators less, and also make it easier for people to get their tickets, much, much easier than 4th).
I basically haven't been single since I was 19 or something like that, at least I know I havent gone more than 3 weeks without having sex since I was 19. I was with one absolute sweet heart for a few years, and in july 2011 I more or less got caught cheating on her. July 22nd 2011 I had some of the best sex of my life, at the crystal lodge hotel in whistler. It was my current fiances birthday weekend, I gave her the first cocaine she had ever had. We went to a "full moon party" they're basically raves in the woods in whistler. We got back to our hotel, drank some more, finished all the coke, I had done a capsule or two of mdma somewhere a long the lines I cant really remember. She had only been with a couple men, somewhat `christian`or whatever the fuck, had a reputation for being some form of a `good girl`. We fucked literally for about 3 hours, we fucked like lovers fucked, we fucked like we had fucked a few hundred times before. Many different positions, I only came once, her a handfull of times. It was like it was meant to be. There are so many great stories I have since I have grown up.
The last year however hasn`t been a great one for me, the very worst ever. I saw some cunt shooting up on intervention, having seen an insulin needle before, but having never had seen a self induced intravenous injection before, the simplicity blew me away. Something bad happened and just like I did when I started this club, the irritation led me to drugs, but I decided to seek out heroin "just to try it". An I did just try it, few weeks later I tried it again. its nearly 4 in the morning, I was just showing my girl some of my old fucked up flash movies. After a night of speedballs, were about to have some of that fantastic intercourse that despite the usual depletion in quality and excitement that time invetiably tends to provide, we still do have. OMG she just walked up to mne in her underwear and shes so fucking hot, I've been telling her for ten minutes that I would make this quick but have miserably failed. I haven't gone back to spell check any of this im sure a lot of it is fucked and out of order, I'm very disorganized when it comes to writing randomly and I'm also trying to do it really fast, despite the fact that due to the drugs my penis is about as soft as something prety soft. See I dont even have the drive to generate so much as a poorly constructed simily right now.
I have much to talk about. some great stories to tell, and planning to detox soon, might have some time to be back into this shit for a bit, but as all of you long time users, if there are any of ya, know, I never come back for more than a couple days, even If I say I will. Heres the main points
Now, 24, a power engineer operating a power plant
Engaged to a psycho bitch that I have been with for less than two years, but absolutely love the fuck outta her, lot of stories wrapped around that bitch.
First tried heroin in the spring of 2012. Use was occasional. My girl got raped on July 20th 2012. I jumped off the fucking deep end and immediated became an everyday, problem user. Racked up thousands and thousands of dollars worth of debt. Got clean in the fall, started dabbling again, and by the end of november once again became an everyday user. I need heroin, morphine, whatever, I need it, after 24-36 hours I start to get very sick. Very depressed, potentiallu suicidal, take my life for granted, total bitch. Spoiled little whiner, totally over pain, have my life so easy, have been paying off my debt got it down from 12 grand, now to about just 6, and I've done so in inly about 4 months time. My job is great, easy, im overpaid, and respected. Functional junky. Like to keep facebook to people that actually know me. To keep up with my addiction blog I just started in november go to www.myaddictionblog.tumblr.com - Instagram: "swagenatic" KIK: "springenatic" Twitter: "springenatic". I'll hope to come back here in the next few days, otherwise, I never use twitter, but if you are interested in me you can for sure find me on my tumblr blog. Shes pissed I've taken this long, and high as fuck its pretty ridiculous that im on a fucking newgrounds forum instead of fucking my totally hot ass finance. Peace out mother fuckers, much love, very, very cool to see this forum still kicking it. Who runs it these days (if anyone). Any of the oldies that remember me still around?