Exactly what I wanted to happen happened. It kinda feels like the Demerol just reactivated the Dextroamphetamine really, I feel totally stimulated, but the euphoria is a bit different than D-amp by itself, it's like the warm fuzzy feeling from opiates. I prefer stimulant's euphoria over opiate's euphoria, stim euphoria is just so raw and electric. Opiate euphoria is great of course but I don't particularly like slipping in and out of consciousness and stuff.
I need to eat soon. I only had a single slice of pizza today. Yesterday I only had two slices of pizza. I don't remember what I had Monday. It's way too easy to forget you need to eat while you're on stimulants, I'm sure that within a handful of hours the hunger will catch up to me and it will probably hurt like fuck. Gotta remember to eat a lot of shit tomorrow, I weigh like 95 pounds, can't really afford to lose much more weight. Oh yea and shit man over the past seven or so months Amphetamines have really fucked up my teeth. I can tell just by looking in the mirror that I have at least six cavities, I think my front two central incisor teeth are loose, and I'm about 95% sure my gums are receding. My teeth were pretty much perfect before I started using Amps even though I never really brushed them or anything
But whatever stimulants are so fucking GUCCI and I don't give a fuck about anything hahaha i fucking love my life