Oh shit! Time is going by slow as fuck. It seems like time usually goes a bit slower on stimulants, but never this slow. A couple minutes back I saw it was 2:40am, and I just looked again and saw it's 2:45am. I swear to god, it felt like at least 40 minutes had passed. A few hours back when I first came up I noticed this, though it was just a little off back then, it's gotten progressively slower and slower as the hours pass. Crazy shit, dawg.
About an hour ago I hit that point where the euphoria kinda drops off and you're just left with just the stimulation. Still feels good of course, but not as good as it did around three hours or so ago. I think I'm going to drink some coffee here in a minute, I've heard that consuming caffeine can kinda prolong the euphoria from Amps, though there's really no facts behind that claim it's still worth a shot I guess. This is very powerful, didn't expect 100mg of Vyvanse to actually spin me around that much. I guess my tolerance is a lot lower than I thought it was, I seem to have a problem with thinking my tolerance is higher than it actually is...
Dammit, the next time I'll be able to get amphetamines is next Friday, that's too far from now! Maybe it's for the best though, I've already gotten spun twice this weekend. Once Friday, and once again tonight. I usually only use Amphetamine once a week, but since I don't have school tomorrow (or, today, rather) I decided why the fuck not? And we wouldn't want things to get out of hand, now would we? It's already as far out of hand as I'm comfortable with it being, honestly. If it slips any further I think I may take a break from stimulants, maybe a week or two. It's not going to get that far out of hand though, I've totally got it held down, and I mean that.
But yea, next Friday should be fun. I'll probably end up doing the Amphetamine at my friend's house though, like I usually do. To be honest, I'm kinda getting tired of constantly getting spun at the same place every weekend, I'm glad I decided to take some tonight at my own house by myself. It's more free this way, I can fap whenever I want, and just generally do whatever I want without worrying about boring my friend or something. But, I mean, getting stimmed at his house is fun too, and he's fun as fuck to be around while stimmed, it's just that the surroundings of his house are getting kinda old. Plus his mom always seems to ask us to do some shit that I never want to do, ugh.
Music is so amazing to listen to on Dextroamphetamine. Some people say Marijuana is the best drug to listen to music on, some say opiates, some say psychedelics or what the fuckever. But out of all the drugs I've done, I'd definitely say Dextroamphetamine is by far the best to listen to music on. The D-amp makes the music pop, the music makes the D-amp pop, I like my things to pop. But I too often find myself spending literally hours just switching from song to song, looking for the "perfect" one to fit my mood, and not even letting each song play past like 10 fucking seconds. I never seem to find that "perfect" song, and usually just end up leaving a random song running and end up listening to like half of whatever album that song is on, until I decide I want to change the music again. I've found that Metallica's Kill 'Em All album really fits the feeling of stimulation, and so does most of Ride The Lightning. Same with a majority of Megadeth's albums... but really any music I would enjoy while sober I will enjoy like 10x more on stimulants.
I fucking love the feeling of my heart jumping and skipping a beat. I don't know why, I just do. Ooh, and I especially just love the feeling when it's beating so fast I can practically feel it slam against my ribcage, and because of that I lose my breath easily. Most people seem to consider this a negative side effect, but I honestly thinks it just adds to the feeling of being stimulated as fuck. It should probably worry me when my heart skips beats, but it doesn't. Whatever, my heart is still young and healthy (i hope)!
I took the 100mg of Vyvanse about nine hours ago... and I haven't even begun to come down! It's like, I broke my off switch, or something! Nah, but really, Vyvanse always lasts long as fuck for me, usually around nine or ten hours, but for my best friend who I do D-amp with a lot, he comes down like a good two hours or so before me. I have no idea why. My only guess is that he weighs more and has more body fat than me, I have practically no body fat, I weight like 95 pounds and I'm 5'4". And just so you know, I didn't get that skinny from stimulants, I have always been a skinny fucker. No matter what I eat, I like never gain weight or lose weight really. Super fast metabolism I guess, unfortunately it will probably slow down later in my life and I'll end up fat as fuck. Hopefully not though, I fucking love being skinny so much!
It's 3:15am, I've spent about thirty minutes writing this post because I keep getting distracted, I'm sitting in my room tapping my fingers to the beat of this Wu-Tang Clan track and enjoying this feeling of stimulation, trying to ignore the pain in my fingers I got about an hour ago from typing a fuck lot.
Why did I make this post again? I fucking forgot, I'm going to post it anyway, not much else to do at 3am.