I've wanted to serve in the military since I was ten. I was an excellent shot with a Russian mosin nagant. I thought I'd start with ROTC but soon after I became mentally I'll, bipolar with psychosis. Now I am totally fucked. Totally. I will never get a serious job with this shit. I might as well sit on my ass, collect ssi, and eat shit food, smoke, and jerk off. No woman wants some fuck up like me unless she is sorry and wants to pity fuck me. Well fuck that. Wtf can I do??? How can I truelly contribute with this shit in my life?!?!