three damned months and i decide to say hi, heads been up by god damned ass.
Between rage and utterly wishing for suicide clinics, i actaully decide to break the silence, honestly, i don't even know how that one works, but i'll tell y'all one thing, it's fucked.
enough of that though, how you all doing? sorry i ain't checked in, it would have been half-assed rants like my first sentence, but on my front, it ain't been all that hairy, i just need work, personal projects have gotten frozen due to my lack of motivation, i appologize for this, my work on kosmik hasn't moved, i just can't get creative right now, there's no motive to press on.....even though i really want to.
pretty much balls, huh? odd thing is that i believe it as i type it, what a pain in my ass.
just hope everything's going alright for everyone, honestly disregard my pain, it's normal for me.....an actual time of month approaches, not in the pmt way (lol) --- the 23rd of march marks a doomsday, i saw my nephew in a blasted coffin, not even a year old, i'm punching god for that, he'll know if i meet him, grr
what a head blag, I'm a wreck, hate this so much :(