I have had several. For example, a while ago I snapped for no reason and stabbed myself in the arm with a flip knife. <3

Can you any of you people relate?

I have yet to get a mental breakdown, though I'd rather not have it!

I agree\ buff tryndamere

Many, my most recent one was last year.

Good times overdosing on quetiapine for a good night's rest.

close several times but im feeling like it could happen any time now

I've had a few, but hey, sometimes you gotta live mas.

Define mental breakdown.

No, because I'm not desperate for attention.

yeah once i had this brother who had this baseball glove and then he died so i broke all the windows and i was gonna go break my car or something but my hand couldnt cus it was so goddamn hardcore broke and all really it was it really was

I some times stare into nothing and think about nothing at all. I also some times suddenly become enraged for no reason or deeply depressed to the point of suicidal thoughts for like an hour then im normal again

back in highschool when I ran away from home and later after I got sick at work passed out and lost my job...

fun times.....

I dream about such events, but then I realize the consequences.

yes very often once i was a sad and then i cried

I always manage to ventilate before that happens.
Either I do it myself, or I use something...or someone.

I did in my English lessons. I would look at the word from different angles and explore the depth and meaning of the word, while also mentioning the philosophy of it.

At 10/21/14 02:14 PM, Suprememessage wrote: I have had several. For example, a while ago I snapped for no reason and stabbed myself in the arm with a flip knife. <3

Can you any of you people relate?

yes

a whole bunch of them

At 10/22/14 05:14 PM, ZE13 wrote:

At 10/21/14 02:14 PM, Suprememessage wrote: I have had several. For example, a while ago I snapped for no reason and stabbed myself in the arm with a flip knife. <3

Can you any of you people relate?

yes

"Yes" - ZE13 (The Messiah)

This expresses a deeply troubled soul that has many qualms with the universe as we know it.. No text has better captured the passion and emotion of a soul burning from the inside and simply screaming to get out, wherein they can only hear themselves. You are an inspiration. <3

you're fucking nuts

Yeah. Last year I had one of those while in class.

That morning, my parents had been fighting and I woke up in the middle of it. They had already been fighting the past few weeks. I just stayed quiet and got ready for school, taking in everything that was said and done. When my mom and I left the house like we usually do, it was just terrible silence. I couldn't bear the door-slamming and the feeling of random shit flying over my head anymore.

Naturally, I started acting out and started getting into this awkward comical ego in my first period class. During second period, I began to feel numb, physically. I ended up grabbing a pencil and stabbing myself with it on my hand. I laughed and yelled, "Shit's not real!" and bolted out of the classroom laughing maniacally. I ran out of the school and the next thing I knew, I was in my mom's office closet crying.

Awful shit. If you have these kinds of events, I suggest you see a counselor. It works wonders.

When I realized I am gonna be on a shit university course for another year, maybe more, that I completely despise, with people I hate, and lecturers that bore me. The course I actually want to transfer to is full for this year. I don't wanna spend three fucking years on a course I hate, then only be able to get jobs I hate/am not interested.

On occasion. I don't self-injure though.

I'm pretty good about keeping my cool most of the times but sometimes people cross those lines and rage mode engage.
Warning: Not responsible for anything I do while under the effects of rage mode. Should you activate it IRL, my advice is run the hell away.

Nah.

A few minor freakouts and some extended states of distress, but nothing drastic.

Might hit something now and again, and like eight years ago in high school I punched my locker so much every day (and elbowed...) that it finally stopped opening and they had to replace the door. The off-colored oddball locker door is, ostensibly, still there.

But I don't consider that a mental breakdown because it was an intentional thing. I wanted to see if I could destroy it.

I think of a mental breakdown like jamming a knife in someone for no good reason or becoming hysterical and unable to control one's actions in a drastic manner.

Did hit my girlfriend once when I was 19. It wasn't even her, someone else had control of her body...

At 10/23/14 11:32 AM, Lagerkapo wrote: Did hit my girlfriend once when I was 19. It wasn't even her, someone else had control of her body...

Huh? Did your girlfriend have multiple personality disorder or something? I mean it'd still be her, but not her her.

GF: "I am the demon from the third gate of the neverending abyss and I will devour your soul!"
you: *Slaps*
GF: "Ugh ... my head feels funny. What's happening? Why is the house on fire?"

Haha, your life is bad. Enjoy.

At 10/21/14 02:14 PM, Suprememessage wrote: I have had several. For example, a while ago I snapped for no reason and stabbed myself in the arm with a flip knife. <3

Holy Shit, OP, that's just straight-up psychotic! You seriously need to be checked out by a psychiatrist, or you might seriously injure someone doing that. That is in no way a normal behavior.