Anyone else dislike the fact that they have the capability of feeling these urges. Im not actually fond of the fact that I can be attracted in those ways. Yeah, its that topic. Sorry if this annoys you. Just something on my mind.
Its to the point where I dont want women to be attracted to me. (And they arent, thank goodness) And the fact that I even if I did like a woman, I feel like I have too many problems (most of them dealing with my mental & emotional health), for it to work, to where I would tell them to find someone else if they were interested in me.