Tykwa's Rambles

[Tykwa]

It's a hole my soul has set itself cruise-control,
Rock-and-roll all the way down this totem pole.
Down so fast these years have passed,
Lacking contrast I was struck with aghast,
When I finally opened my eyes I found myself of caste.
I know i've gone too far, full of lambaste, I just ask myself to please outlast.

I try, to take, another step.
But the flowers are wilting away,
Turning grey and the thoughts behind them are straying away.
You gave it up and snuck away, rejected was my bouquet.
Waiting there in dismay, wasting away this good day, why should care to play that game the end is always the same.
I tried so hard,
But my hearts now charred.
It's been scarred,
But I won't die hard.
There is light, at the end of this flight,
I'll be in a better place, without you to ruin my days.
I gotta stand up and fight for something,
because i've been down feeling nothing for way to long, Don't deny that I'm not right.
Don't deny.

Every breath is a chance of change but people are to scared to admit it's strange yeah it's got fangs and it hurts to believe but it's the only way to finally scream and not be grieved because I'll be holding you above the water just enough a second or two to bellow out what you used to do but you and your crew just grew too much over you all you say is please give me a lay I can't believe that all I've done for you all you do is destroy the chances I've given to you get up on your fucking feet find your own drive stop sucking all of my life I'm not going to follow you step up beside me and give a hollar I swear if I see a dollar handed to you I'll swipe that out of you what did you do other than lay on a few open souls sucking out the life between the two of you falling through a cloud you left yourself nothing to hold on too and even though you saw me marching through you had no intention of finally giving me any attention all this way for what absolutely nothing don't expect me to believe in you when you didn't even look at me and agree with the words I say I told you you gotta get up your own way but you sit there like a useless bear hibernating waiting for another care from me you bet your ass I'm going to laugh as you try and grab ahold of me and cimb all over me get off silly girl I don't do this for free or for a whirl I'll drop you off at the next whirlpool of souls worthless drops of swirling sadness yes it sounds like madness but I've done this in practice I'll swing right by and not even give second fucking thought.

Better believe I go though times of grieve when the hands are grabbing me I can't let it go I'm a 9.5 magnitude I might be rude better yet the attitude let go of your fued put you in a better mood dragging you up unstuck from the underflow because all beautiful is broken in two I'll find the pieces and melt them together like reeces follow me all the way if you want to or let go like all the rest it doesn't matter that my heart will never rest until I feel the pull of another beautiful pest that just doesn't want to lay down I'm just a bus that won't fuss unless I must because you let go getting taken by the undertow enjoy the life stuck on bikini bottom getting old and rotton until you realize through your broken eyes I was a free ride to an endless high.

Spins like a top never faulty never drops can't flop or I'll lose my crop it's an investment do you want it in fine print or domestic?

Emotions. Like a free flowing ocean words from head bigger than the ocean you get what I'm tryin to motion? I've boated through a lot and kept on with the motion the paddles never sat in the saddles with me at the helm this is my fucking realm motherfucker

You feed the fire that burned us all
When you lie
To feel the pain that spurs you on
Black Inside
Noone plans to take the path that brings you lower
and here you stand before us all and say it's over

You act like you're six and your brain's full of bricks
squeezing in cliques trying new tricks.~

It's a dead end street and I've travelled here before it ain't sweet, and it's downbeat. ~

The boat has broken down,
The mast has gone to drown,
The wood is long rotton,
But the memories live on.
I'll build a new one.
Because you're my number one,
It's only just begun,
but it's built for the long run.

Lift that head up
Out of the water.
You're hearts no longer drowning
Face no longer frowning
I'm here to help you keep that happy face.
Embrace me and don't let yourself stay hazy.
Bring yourself up, take my hand, I'll help you stand.

History is full of tragedy and failure. Men and women live short lives. We can’t always see the trajectories of our decisions, and so we repeat our mistakes. ~

It's a hole my soul has set itself cruise-control,
Rock-and-roll all the way down this totem pole.
Down so fast these years have passed,
Lacking contrast I was struck with aghast,
When I finally opened my eyes I found myself of caste.
I know i've gone too far, full of lambaste, I just ask myself to please outlast this hellish blast, please let me get through, I've been nothing but harassed and my heart has always been miscast. (REVO2)

It was only yesterday we were smiling

Today now i'm crying

I was dumb for relying

Do you see what i'm implying

She was prying, spying, overlying

over me.

Here I am, drying are my tears

My world, Filling full of fears

This is no premier.

Swearing to myself as she appears

Seeming so sincere

It's so austere

What she's going to imply this time.

Caught bound bled so sad to go in fear when the knife cuts open my ear I failed to listen I might have been able to save a life or two but I didn't pay attention and I failed to mention that that aptitude is going to end up killing you listen to me now this is the last line you will have to decide do you really want to have the same times you've had getting dragged by the worthless swag open your head and see that you lag that all your past was just a mast for the death in their breath blowing you down until your face is a mess messed up from all the meth you should be put to rest should feel better I carry my heart like a wreath wrapped around my neck holding it against my teeth biting for protection to keep it with me high above my feet where you shall touch me for a chance to be dragged out into the sunshine to be grown but you kill your own roots before you reach perfection and as your limbs grace my heart you release into the endless ocean and I hear you're screams until I can't take no more get off of me you no longer deserve to be free you don't know how hard it is to be me and you decide to flee at the last nearing moment of natural ecstasy lost in your old ways I don't play that way because it's all to me a giant death ray aimed at my head it will make me bleed I stick to my creed while you plead I don't change the rules if I did i'd be right down there with you sucking on a dick for a quick fix you dirty bitch that's not a life that's drowning in a ditch.

Giving in to the corpracy nothing but big companies going after all the monies, Can't you see this isn't how it's supposed to be, leaders lying no longer dying for what they stand for to us their country, Nobody worth to elect they already defect, Putting us in debt, Making everything a trainwreck, Why I don't think, Place my head low, Try to forget, live my own world.

[Tykwa]

Like a messed up spidermonkey
Give that fool a bloodtest
Making key west go in a cardiac arrest
This ain't your daddys rave
Best behave it's straight on the brainwave.
When the beat drops you get enslaved by the tidal wave of sound suddenly surround.
Do the spidamonkey, Beat droppin, Enslavenation, Ravenation, This is the Spidanation.

I trap snakes, with mousetraps
I catch alligators, with hubcaps
I trap frogs, with android apps
I eat bears, like a tiger cat.

She's got pretty brown eyes, a nice girl in disguise, She'll reach far up into the sky and bring down a surprise.
Those hips girl drive me crazy and with those lips I'll be made hazy but girl you don't know about me, I'm just a pea in your game, but I don't wanna play, Because I don't wanna feel the pain of being played so i'll sit here with my guitar and play a little twinkle star, because to me that's who you are, i'll wait for you to get tired of that little game, after you've had your fun you'll want to quit and i'll be prayin for you to finally commit.

It's never too late for dreams to come true, Jump out of the blue, I'll pull you through, For a life anew.

I call this Incite.

It's the beginning of a starry night
The moon shining through our atmosphere
Take my hand but don't treat it as a souvenir
I can just imagine what's about to ignite
You just sit tight
It's alright
Incite.
What is this that i'm feeling now?
The light is shining down upon us
I swear my feelings are becoming possesed

You've ran a campaign on me,
Bringing a bruise to my brain,
Tell me i'm wrong
Tell me i'm wrong.
~

I'm here infected
With these feelings
I can't get out of my head.

I feel disected
I'm here squeeling
Holding on by just a thread.

My hearts been torn to shreds,
Thinking about all these dealings.
I'm so defected
Infected
Disected
With these feelings I can't get out of my head
Holding on,
By just a thread.