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I recently went through the same thing.
However I've begun to be more open with my problems instead of keeping them to myself, talking to someone usually helps and sometimes even changing things in your diet is good too, I had to give up diet coke and original coke, been off it two months now and never looking for it, also eating a lot healthier.
If I ever get down I think about what my family said to me or remember a happy memory and that usually cheers me up, that and some inspirational cheerful music and none of the hardcore rock music.
tfw i know that i will never be happy and that the mistakes i have made will haunt me for life
what's the point of living again?
At 3/19/13 07:25 PM, notYert wrote: tfw i know that i will never be happy and that the mistakes i have made will haunt me for life
what's the point of living again?
The point of living is that even though you have your ups and downs is that you don't ignore them but to learn from them and make them apart of who you are, sure life is tough and all but if you just give up then your never going to know your full potential or realise where your place is going to be in the world.
Having someone to listen to you and talk you through it is just one ways of getting through moments of depression.
Sounds like you're having some problems my friend I have also felt this once but I push forward and tried not to let things bring me down but that's for me. I suggest my friend that you should go out and just explore the world do things and meet many people you don't know that one person you meet can change your life. Don't let things bring you down no matter what because we are stronger then the problems of life you just have to keep moving forward no matter what. Put a smile on that's face and go see what the world has in store for you today
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I've been there, when my ex left me, and when I got screwed over by a large group of people, who I considered friends. OP, there isn't a way to get over things like this, anyone who tells you otherwise is full of horseshit, the only thing you can do is learn to live with these things, you also learn from the mistakes you made, and hope something pops up to distract you and somehow makes you feel better about life, thus pushing the bad memories and/or feelings to the back of your mind, rather than wallowing in your own misery. I'd be lying if I said I don't still think about the shit that has happened to me over the years, hell, sometimes I even think that if I knew then what I know now, I'd have handled things a lot better, but letting your problems get on top of you can drive you into some horrible things, trust me man, I've been in the shittiest of shit pits emotion wise, and I'd feel pretty horrible if I simply let someone else get to that level, without even trying to help, take care of yourself, and watch adorable videos of cats on Youtube, it helps.
At 3/19/13 01:15 PM, Xenomit wrote: What do you do when that happens
Suck it up.
At 3/19/13 06:46 PM, notYert wrote: my mom should have gotten an abortion.
Protect the Muska.
Something like this had happened to me when I was younger. But unlike you, this lead me to a lot of self injury and an attempt at suicide. Now I do not put my emotions in a relationship even close to the same level as I did before so this does not happen. I am not going to open myself up to somebody quite as much until I am out of college and have some time to work on creating a perfect relationship.
Don't kill yourself, you are one of my favorite people in here.
Don't hurt yourself man, you have plenty of friends here who are happy to have your back in your time of need. If the meaning of life is to give life meaning, lamenting on your losses and regret shouldn't be your life's premise. If you've ever considered suicide, just turn that around and decide to make life your oyster - At least that way you can be killed in action, doing something that makes you happy, something that you've always wanted to do, instead of being boring and ending it all in a couple of seconds.
I've thought heavily on the subject of death, I've studied many shockumentaries and have seen many people die (Not just on the web, I used to live in Amsterdam so I saw rape and death with my own eyes as well) and trust me, it's a very ugly thing, not just for the person dying but for everyone around who has to continuing living knowing that you know longer exist, who never got to see the end of your story beyond the point where you deciding to end it.
Just live life man and be happy, if not for yourself or me, for this kitten.
At 3/19/13 11:28 PM, Xenomit wrote: I think it's a really good time to mention that I'm no longer in a hole of depression.
I don't really know how I did it, I just kinda snapped out of it :V
Good then. Kitten is pleased. :V
Ive been seriously depressed before but never suicidal, because its clearly incredibly pointless and irrational. When thoughts like that have entered my mind, I have disregarded them as extremely stupid.
At 3/19/13 01:15 PM, Xenomit wrote: When you've reached a point in your life where it seems like all love and joy is gone forever, and that even the most uppity attitude can't change the fact that you feel like an empty husk that forever harrows nothing but dismal soullessness.
What do you do when that happens
Bite the bullet until it goes away. That's all you can do.
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You shouldn't have done that....
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