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What do you do 2013-03-19 13:15:03 Reply

When you've reached a point in your life where it seems like all love and joy is gone forever, and that even the most uppity attitude can't change the fact that you feel like an empty husk that forever harrows nothing but dismal soullessness.

When all the years of depression have been building up to this. You've been hurt many times in the past, but never like this. You've bounced back a few days later as though it was nothing, and brushed off all your sorrow. But that doesn't work now. You're scared to go to sleep because you can't stand another day in this dark and boring world.

You're not suicidal, and you'd never even consider it for a moment, but you just wish you'd cease to exist. One moment you're alive, the next you're simply gone. Free to spend the rest of eternity in a dreamless sleep, which is far better than spending one more day forcing a smile on your face for the people that care about you.

What do you do when that happens


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:24:13 Reply

At 3/19/13 01:15 PM, Xenomit wrote: What do you do when that happens

Seek professional help and/or meet new people and do new things, possibly. I can't say I have been in the same situation, nor is it likely I fully understand the feeling you're describing, so the former is my best bet.


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:25:26 Reply

Listen to ambient music. Mmmm ambience...


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:26:29 Reply

At 3/19/13 01:15 PM, Xenomit wrote: When you've reached a point in your life where it seems like all love and joy is gone forever, and that even the most uppity attitude can't change the fact that you feel like an empty husk that forever harrows nothing but dismal soullessness.

yup and that its never going to change

its about going for your inner wishes, want to take over the world? study something?
or fuck an army of furries? then you shouls study genetics and try to make them, or invent some ftl spaceship to contact sexy aliens

You're not suicidal, and you'd never even consider it for a moment, but you just wish you'd cease to exist. One moment you're alive, the next you're simply gone. Free to spend the rest of eternity in a dreamless sleep

sleeping is nice

i am there, just started a new career, but before i was sleeping 12hs a day and doing not so much in my awake time, little to none social interaction . as said before, try to make your dreams come true, 1 step at a day


Its only rape if you say no.

Say no to rape.

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:28:44 Reply

I find a new job.
Volunteer my services somewhere
Get few friends together for a few nights and plan to do nothing...
Forcefully put my self in situations I'm not comfortable with to see how I react
Go buy something and show it off


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:30:47 Reply

Oh... and I put down the computer and go out side


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:31:21 Reply

Travel to a monestary in Shenhhai and adopt the lifestyles of Buddhist monks.

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:32:53 Reply

Stop feeling sorry for yourself and acknowledged what you have

im not kidding...

What do you do

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:34:09 Reply

At 3/19/13 01:31 PM, ChloBro wrote: Travel to a monestary in Shenhhai and adopt the lifestyles of Buddhist monks.

See... that would be so fucking amazing for anyone's soul...

I might have to look into this myself


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:35:21 Reply

At 3/19/13 01:32 PM, 372 wrote: Stop feeling sorry for yourself and acknowledged what you have

im not kidding...

yes, cease all thinking more complex than "im hungry"


Its only rape if you say no.

Say no to rape.

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:36:04 Reply

God, stop with the emo crap.

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:39:59 Reply

At 3/19/13 01:15 PM, Xenomit wrote:

Moral: Never be lonely, get friends.


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:40:52 Reply

At 3/19/13 01:35 PM, kakalxlax wrote:
At 3/19/13 01:32 PM, 372 wrote: Stop feeling sorry for yourself and acknowledged what you have

im not kidding...
yes, cease all thinking more complex than "im hungry"
At 3/19/13 01:35 PM, kakalxlax wrote:
At 3/19/13 01:32 PM, 372 wrote: Stop feeling sorry for yourself and acknowledged what you have

im not kidding...
yes, cease all thinking more complex than "im hungry"

Oh wow you must be a astonishingly intelligent introspective thinker...
Or a loser who can't appreciate that you have things like a stable life and internet connection..

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:41:50 Reply

Increase your seritonin.


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 13:42:07 Reply

At 3/19/13 01:15 PM, Xenomit wrote: What do you do when that happens

If it can't get worse, it can only get better.

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:04:45 Reply

You can stop being so melodramatic for a start.

We all have to deal with the pain of losing people we love. Sadly is it as much of a part of life as life is.

You will carry on feeling sorry for yourself for a while still but eventually the hurt numbs and you more on. This is what time does. So, just carry on and you'll be fine.


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:05:33 Reply

I'd go watch another anime.


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:07:55 Reply

At 3/19/13 01:40 PM, 372 wrote:
At 3/19/13 01:35 PM, kakalxlax wrote:
At 3/19/13 01:32 PM, 372 wrote: Stop feeling sorry for yourself and acknowledged what you have

im not kidding...
yes, cease all thinking more complex than "im hungry"

Oh wow you must be a astonishingly intelligent introspective thinker...

indeed


Its only rape if you say no.

Say no to rape.

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:17:43 Reply

I sit on the floor in my room with everything turned off in the dark til it goes away.
Or I sleep. Sleeping helps.


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:21:11 Reply

Self harm for attention seems to be a common solution.

however I wouldn't recommend it, as self harm is quite painful I've been told.
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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:21:27 Reply

Why are you depressed? What do you want?

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:23:52 Reply

I would play a video game


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:25:09 Reply

At 3/19/13 01:32 PM, 372 wrote: Stop feeling sorry for yourself and acknowledged what you have

This man spoke the truth.

Although I consume a lot of cloudberry drink mixes with until I'm drunk.
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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:28:39 Reply

Why are you so emo right now?

Take serotonin precursors, blah blah blah it's all just chemicals in your brain anyways

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:36:19 Reply

You keep going, because if you give up now, than why did you suffer in the first place.


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 14:40:21 Reply

On a serious note I would probably try to hang out with my friends, I like my friends. Friends are cool.
Still on a serious note this video cures cancer and always brings me up. I was bummed about my essay grade for English 101 and watching this video made me feel better.
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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 18:19:44 Reply

Hang in there!

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 18:41:45 Reply

At 3/19/13 06:19 PM, YenMuffin wrote: Hang in there!

That's motivating. :)

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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 18:46:32 Reply

i escape my feelings by abusing drugs and alcohol which in turn makes everything so much more awful once i'm sober, leading me to abusing more because i have no other method of escape and i'm too weak to handle my feelings. life is so awful and i don't deserve to be alive. my mom should have gotten an abortion.


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Response to What do you do 2013-03-19 18:53:57 Reply

I've been there before.
I've highly considered suicide, but when it comes down to it, I know that the best thing I can do is wait for the period of depression to pass. Life is a series of ups and downs. Once enough time goes by, I know it will get better.
It is bittersweet though, because ultimately, those feelings will never be gone forever.


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