I've been in a constant conflict with myself for the past year or so now. I want to know where you guys stand in this conflict.
As I grow older, I find myself "losing interest" in gaming, but here's the issue... I don't really feel as though I am losing interest in gaming, in fact, many games still catch my eye and I would really love to try many new games, etc.
The issue is mostly that I feel guilty when I play video games, I hate doing it because I feel as though that time could be spent reading, or looking for a job, or doing homework, or studying, etc.
In the past few months this issue is just getting more and more out of hand. I never know what to do with my free time and I stress out.
I could go play video games, I have a few I haven't beat yet. I could spend the time reading a book though, despite the fact that I've already finished six books since the beginning of January.
I could study for school, despite the fact that my marks are good. If I play a video game, I'm wasting time.
I feel like it's bad for me to be doing, but I really want to play a game that sucks me in.
Has anybody been where I am in this situation before? I need help, because right now I am very tempted to game, or look for a new game to try, but I feel so damn guilty if I do...