Actually Christianity might exist despite creationism being false, it's some pretty complex mindfuckery though. Basically jesus said that you can do anything with faith, therefor let us assume our reality is defined by faith and also doubt, the doubt gives way to death, war famine, the hope gives way to humanity, life, friendship, society. Basically, every moment is defined by our faith and love, you are literally defining your personal existence, and you indirectly create the world you live in.
Hallucinogenic drugs can teach you, and no, these types of drugs aren't evil unless you are evil (Except, heroin/speed), I've experienced amazing deep love you can not comprehend while on them, I've seen things that made me wonder if it was even a hallucination. One of my experiences I was sinking into darkness, hell, I grabbed my cat and looked at her, she's not alive I thought, she's just a biological organism, like an organic robot she didn't actually love me deep down, humans had simply bred animals to love them but I didn't want that, I wanted her to be real, alive, I loved her, so I hugged her, or perhaps I was killing her as she tried to escape my grip, but once I brought her to my heart enough she squealed/meowed, and i let go, and I heard children singing "Love brings you back to realityyyy....", and she began purring and loving and I felt that for a moment we were both alive, not just biological machines. I went to my computer and told other drug users and they thought I was just shitposting or something and I heard a sound like I was sinking into water, I was sinking back into the darkness, I could not read anything on the internet, I was losing my mind, but when I felt LOVE I could read again, I literally stopped hallucinating but every time I heard or thought about something bad I would sink again.