Seems all my life with video games, particularly RPG's and JRPG's such as Final Fantasy, I've had an extreme compulsion to get every single item in the game and not miss a single secret. This of course, doesn't make the game fun as I am forced to spend days researching the game I want to play to ensure that I don't miss a single thing within the game. If I do, i'll have to restart the whole game again.
Therefore, my experience with video games and particularly RPG's isn't as fun as I would intend it to be, and feels more like a chore then actually having fun and playing through the game like i'd want to, all because I have an extreme compulsion to find everything, every item, every spell ect. or i'll get fustrated and restart/quit playing. In FF7 I had every item in the game, equipment, materia, (made sure not to sell ANYTHING), all key items, which took weeks of preperation beforehand :/
I don't understand it, I don't like it i'm just wondering if anyone else has had this?