And I feel heaps better. Didn't have food in the house so I decided to slow cook some pig with mushroom and tomato. When combined bacon fat and fried tomato produces the best smell in the World. Had no bread, not even the pre-sliced white stuff but it was cool. Came back to my sad, dark little desk and decided to go outside instead. Just sat out in the Sun and enjoyed decent food.
I know it sounds a bit sad and shouldn't really need to be said but going outside and eating shifts your whole mood for the day.
At the moment I don't have much going on in my life and when I wanna try to stay off the computer I really force myself but if you create things for yourself to do you don't need to.
I think the reason I stay on it for so long in the day is because I'm constantly receiving instant gratification but the gratification is just big enough to where I want to stay on but still not enjoy myself. In any other situation when you get bored you do things. Outside I thought of climbing a tree, seeing a friend or even just learning new stuff through a book I own for example.
Do you ever think you personally would be better off without the Internet?