At 10/15/12 01:41 PM, WirelessBrain wrote:
At 10/15/12 01:39 PM, AnotherOtto wrote:
To find the most beautiful and sensible girl in the world; the same girl who I missed my chance with. I will never miss it again. It both keeps me up at night and tortures my dreams when I sleep. She's everywhere I look.How did you miss your chance?
I live both in the past and the future exclusively because of this.
Both times I didn't know the chance was present, and got with someone else thoughtlessly. I would trade all the 'someone elses' there could ever be, I tell you.
I am such a dumb cunt it's unbelievable. Curses I've put on weight since then aswell. I'm on a serious course of self-betterment at the moment. I aim to become the best version of myself, but that is merely a foothold.