At 10/8/12 02:03 AM, Halberd wrote:
My obsession with Wilson has become near debilitating. I usually enjoy crying, it makes me feel better. But this morning I started crying because I was thinking about how I'll never be with Wilson and the tears wouldn't stop flowing.
I finally had to get drunk to make it stop. I don't know what I'll do if this becomes a regular occurrence.
I saw a video on Youtube where somebody was talking about Wilson. The guy described him as 'intoxicating' and it fucking disgusted me. I know that I'm just +1 to the army of faggots that worship him and I hate it. There's nothing special about me or the way I feel, I'm just as worthless as the rest of them.
Guys, I'm crying right now.
Just looking at his face makes me feel something strange inside. I guess you could call it "love". I'm in love with Wilson. I've lost interest in all men, besides Wilson. Men who are considered "hot" by the majority population don't cut it for me anymore.
Wilson really is all I think about all day, every day. I really do cry myself to sleep at night thinking about how I'll never be with him. If only he knew I existed in this life, if only she knew my deep profound love for him. I know that will never happen though. That is the thought that makes me so sad when I look at him. I'll never be with him, but I'll continue to love him until the day I die.