My girlfriend is a nice, squishy, clingy woman. I spent all summer with her and we fucked uncontrollably, like rabbits. Now, in school. I notice that I am drifting away from my friends. They matter more than anything to me and I feel trapped.
My girlfriend is rude as fuck to everyone except me. She ditches her friends to see me. She said that we should get married.
You must understand that I am not a loving individual. I am cynical, depressed and self-destructive in nature. A woman on my shoulder doesn't feel right to me.
Here's the kicker though: Her life sucks complete dick. Her parents are divorced, her mom spends her child support money on cocaine and beer, her friends are weird, bi-polar, scene/emo fucks, her step dad is a lazy, unemployed stoner, and she goes clothes shopping, like, twice a year and I tried breaking up with her once before, but she's soooo cute when she cries and I ended up staying with her :(
TL;DR: wanna fuck other bitches, chill with bros, but poor girlfriend makes me feel guilty.