So today, I was far too weak and fatigued to go to any of my classes and do anything but sleep, read and go online. I spent a lot of my early morning doing some paperwork but that's about it. Even though I wasn't at school today, it was still at the front of my mind and remains so, even now.
Anyway, later on in the day, I got caught up in Facebook conversations with two older friends--both of whom became my friends because we met at gigs years ago. Both of them are college-educated--one has a degree in Mathematics (one of my favorite subjects and this is no secret to people that know me) and the other one has a degree in Sociology. Both completed their degrees at least 2 years ago at places like Lehigh University (where my younger 19-year-old brother currently attends for industrial engineering) and SUNY Oneonta upstate. The kicker? Both are still unemployed with no hope for secure employment in the future and owe tens of thousands of dollars to student loan companies. One of those friends said to me: "If I knew college would cost so much and deliver so little, I wouldn't have bothered going to begin with."
Here's another more extreme example from just a little over 2 weeks ago: one of my high school history teachers (weird how I still keep in contact with some of my old teachers after this many years, but whatever), who I had for Global History as a freshman and U.S. History as a junior. He was a Harvard grad and had a reputation as one of the toughest history teachers in my HS. He ditched his teaching career in 2007, right after my junior year to pursue a JD program at Boston College Law School. After nearly a year removed from graduation and passing the bar exam, he has been luckless in finding a job, owes more than $100k in loans and has to stay with his parents in Detroit indefinitely. Verbatim quote: "I regret every penny I spent and every second I wasted on the whole law school experience."
What's even more fucked up is that some other people I know who have had less education have seen substantially more success. I have another friend who went to trade school and had no trouble at all finding a job as a plumber in Long Island. On the side, he also bartends. My best Jewish friend with only a high school diploma is currently an EMT in MA and plans to stay there. As a final example, another friend is soon to drop out of college to take up guitar tutoring full-time for at least $20/hour.
Throughout all of my school years (early and late), I mostly felt miserable, and that misery was especially bad in high school. I worked hard, constantly felt exhausted (much like I do now) and was often surrounded by morons...and really for what? Where has it all gotten me? Fucking nowhere, that's what. Usually when I wanted companionship, I looked outside my school, turning to people on NG, or hanging outside popular venues where my favorite bands played since I knew many of the people there were friendly and didn't have the intellectual prowess of an inbred Rett Syndrome-afflicted cunt.
I understand that most people here are in high school and college, and some maybe even in grad school or well beyond college. Nevertheless, the same general questions still apply.
Why do you bother with school? Is it strictly for the social experience or do you have an innate love for the world of academia? What has school done for you so far? Do you really believe in the age-old notion that furthering your education will lead to guaranteed wealth, happiness and prosperity? Do you really want to be doing the things school trains you for throughout the remainder of your lives, or do you think you're more innovative than that?
Former iron fist mod of the NG Featureless Chat from May 23, 2012 to May 4, 2014.