You Wake Up A Year Ago

[Jezuz]

You have all these hopes, and dreams, and plans to complete. You want to travel across the country, visit people you only know through text and voice, go to school, make people proud of you... make yourself proud of you, and where you are in your life. You can see it, and it's spectacular. The world is in front of you, and you can grab any of it. It's all before you, and you know no limits.

You wake up today.

You've traveled none, your dreams, and hopes, and plans have been crushed, and you no longer have the energy to start planning it all again. You don't understand where the world went. It was all right there, at your fingertips it felt like. You knew what direction you were going, even if what was at the end of that path was unclear. Now, you merely stumble out of bed, after sitting there, watching television for hours. You don't even have the energy to use the bathroom when you are in need, or to grab yourself a drink when you are thirsty, or to shower when your own stench insults you. Your own family feel as foreign to you as any stranger off the street, and you drown yourself in substances that make it momentarily better.

You have failed, all that once was is out of reach, and thanks to your own actions, you are alone. You spend the day alone, and the night alone. Then you fall asleep... and...

You wake up a year ago...

[nohomo]

Ok?

lol illegal text

[yurgenburgen]

It's funny you should bring this up right at this point in time, because this time last year was a fairly difficult and stressful time for me. I won't go into too much detail but it involved a lot of betrayal, backstabbing and generally cuntery from someone I thought I could trust.

In the year since cutting them out of my life completely I've achieved so much. It's kind of like getting a new lease on life.

[StarF68]

Today is always a year ago; assuming I will live another year.

In one year I will look back and say "I accomplished something."

Nothings gonna stop me.

[quanmandetil]

Kind of like Benjamin Button.

[CyanSandwich]

i've never really had any plans anyway

[KillerCRS]

If I had woken up a year ago I would choose to be a more active poster here.
Alas I have yet to post in months, I've missed you, NG.

[Sekhem]

i have never really had many plans

i'm pretty boring

[Lorkas]

If I compare myself now and a year before...Damn I fail at life.

[Platypus]

I feel as if everythings improved. I have a new dream, to be a skate filmer.

I'm really only doing stuff with friends at the moment but you never know..

[Mason]

I would break my fucking xbox. not because I played but because my mother played it.

Ignore this if you don't want to here a depressing story

[Sekhem]

At 10/23/10 06:16 AM, Bloodspade wrote: I would break my fucking xbox. not because I played but because my mother played it.

Ignore this if you don't want to here a depressing story

no i want to hear this story

please go on

[Lucian-MK-IV]

At 10/23/10 05:44 AM, yurgenburgen wrote: I won't go into too much detail but it involved a lot of betrayal, backstabbing and generally cuntery from someone I thought I could trust.

I had the same situation about 4 years ago. It's funny how someone i used to utterly trust and who once helped me deal with a really tough and shitty problem suddenly fucked me like a 2$ whore.

[Platypus]

At 10/23/10 05:51 AM, KillerCRS wrote: If I had woken up a year ago I would choose to be a more active poster here.
Alas I have yet to post in months, I've missed you, NG.

It's strange the thing you regret doing in your life is not spending more time on NG.

[Mason]

At 10/23/10 06:18 AM, Sekhem wrote:

At 10/23/10 06:16 AM, Bloodspade wrote: I would break my fucking xbox. not because I played but because my mother played it.

Ignore this if you don't want to here a depressing story

no i want to hear this story

please go on

Curse you, she basically got so involved with Xbox she would starve herself and ignore everyone. Sometimes she went to work without sleeping the night before. Then she left, there's my depressing story.

[yurgenburgen]

At 10/23/10 06:20 AM, Lucian-MK-IV wrote: I had the same situation about 4 years ago. It's funny how someone i used to utterly trust and who once helped me deal with a really tough and shitty problem suddenly fucked me like a 2$ whore.

People are bastards.

[Lintire]

I don't know I've achieved a lot in the past year, and considering that my life was going really, really downhill at that point I've certainly managed to keep it dragging on. Certainly, ups and downs, but overall I've managed to get through the year in one piece. Another year will decided whether or not I can keep that up, but things are going uphill.

And I don't have any plans beyond "Fuck bitches; get money".

[Letiger]

It goes in the writing forum pal.

[Chozz]

At 10/23/10 06:39 AM, Bloodspade wrote:

Curse you, she basically got so involved with Xbox she would starve herself and ignore everyone. Sometimes she went to work without sleeping the night before. Then she left, there's my depressing story.

It wasn't THAT depressing.

[Makakaov]

So basicly i would kill myself when i would see i am part of this retarded idea, and because i would live a boring year when i know what will happen, and also that will be -1 year of my life, because i live that year twice.

OP is fat kid who got bullied at school, and now thinks that he has a solution, so he want go to back in the time to the start of the school, and defend himself from bullies.

[BizzarroPMP]

Your movie idea sucks bro

[HazeStigma]

At 10/23/10 09:05 AM, BizzarroPMP wrote: Your movie idea sucks bro

I don't think that's what he's trying to say...
But, interesting read, very thought-inducing.

[Niallmcfc]

I'm going to have to do it.

I'D MAKE YA MOM SUCK MA COCK

There we go. Continue the thread.

[Jon]

Oh My God that would be horrible

[Jezuz]

At 10/23/10 06:53 AM, yurgenburgen wrote:

People are bastards.

People are what turned me to drugs, and what the creation of this thread was about. If I could take back the past year, I would in an instant. Instead, I'm stuck with the consequences for...

For a very long time. Perhaps the rest of my life, however long (or short) that will last.

[Lagatag]

I'd make a lot of money on the stock market.

[Toukeman]

You wake up a year ago...

Great. Jobless again.

[6r0undZ3r0]

What happens next? You can't leave us hanging like this.

[Mason]

At 10/23/10 08:29 AM, Chozz wrote:

At 10/23/10 06:39 AM, Bloodspade wrote:

Curse you, she basically got so involved with Xbox she would starve herself and ignore everyone. Sometimes she went to work without sleeping the night before. Then she left, there's my depressing story.

It wasn't THAT depressing.

Well there are some bit's i'd rather keep to myself.

[SpaceWhale]

Man, I've accomplished so little in my life...

brb crying in a corner