Okay, so here's how it all went down.
There's a girl at my school named Sarah. She's pretty short, but not like, a midget. She's really skinny, like me. She's also a natural Brunett, but she recently dyed her hair red. (I have a thing for girls with bright colored hair. Like, if I saw a girl with, like, blue hair or something, I'd make out with her on the spot.)
She's in my English class, but that's all. Shes pretty cute though.
I've made it clear that I'm interested, I've asked her out 3 times. All three times, she hasn't been able to come. I've also kissed her 3 times (on the cheek, and not in conjunction with the date proposals). The first two times, some friends were teasing us, and i kissed her just to get them off our backs, but the third time, there was noone around, and she seemed to be a little surprised by it. Our heads bumped.
Now, you'd think she just doesn't want to date me, but doesn't know how to tell me (I've heard rumors amongst my other female friends that she doesn't want to go out with me), but whenever i see her, she's always eager to talk to me. She seems fairly relaxed around me, and she does her fair share of flirting.
I just want to see her outside of school for once, but I don't know if asking her out would be pushing it...
...also, i've been thinking... I think i may just be attracted to her just for the sake of feeling like i need a girlfriend to meed the pretentious standards of high school life.
I need some advice, newgrounds, and fast.
On a side note, if I seem a little depressing, I spent the entire last year of my life in a depression, and I'm still shaking it off. Yeah, I'm one of those poetry-writing nice guys.