At 12/15/10 05:21 PM, 34Deadman wrote:
3 to 4 hours of sleep? Maybe your hallucination about the shadows etc.? Doesn't lack of sleep lead to that? And about the voices well either it's paranoia or some ghost is just trying to bug the crap out of you(this is the far fetched proposal of the issue). But I definitely suggest more sleep Epic.
Well this has been happening long before I started having sleep issues, so I don't know if that has anything to do with it to be honest... But more sleep would be nice.
At 12/15/10 05:51 PM, HeavenDuff wrote:
Strangly, it's like an habit. People get used to suffer and are afraid to see things change.
Why yould you ever be scared to shit yourself? I don't get it. It's strange how hard it is to make links between things that happen to you and how shits work in your head. If you do not happen to shit yourself on a regular basis... and if you are not scared of these voices... it's strange that these kind of fears or voices keep coming back to you...
I have no idea why I was afraid of shitting myself man... It's like... It was only whenever I left the house... It never happened at home and I was a lot more paranoid about it when I was high. Another reason I quit using drugs.
I don't know what's going on really... Like... Everything is as confusing to me as it is to you I think.
Don't you have any kind of idea has from where these things came from?
Well I think the whole poop situation is just tied together with the 'social anxiety' or the 'paranoia'. Cause I get really uncomfortable when I am around people, which is a reason I left school for the second time. I just always get uncomfortable and feel like I am going to shit myself or feel like I may have, even though there is no real physical feeling of it.
As for hearing voices, no idea where it could have come from... It's picked up since moving in to my basement, but I highly doubt that has anything to do with it.. Although, my first time of actually being 'clinically depressed' was when I first moved down here around grade eight... I was on pills for a bit and still had my room down here, but in a different part of the basement, it was in a small ass room where my drums are now... No window in there even, now I have a huge area to have my bed and everything else as it's like the 'living room' of the basement.
Maybe it has something to do with it? Although it is highly doubtful.
You really need to get yourself some friends, anyway. Not random people of course, be careful. I only have a couple friends I perfectly trust. Work on these relationships and learn about the people you meet, learn who you can trust and who you cannot.
I have two real friends, both are considered brothers. I've met countless people like everybody else and used to have a lot of 'friends'. Which were really just people I talked to. Within the past year it seems everybody stopped talking to me and I just began hermiting at home and minding my own business.
I have a friend in Saskatoon which is a few hours away. We have not met personally but he used to live in this city and we got connected through my one friend. I consider him a good friend already since we do stuff on a website together which I would not do because of him, and we make the same kind of music. We plan on meeting asap.
And can you tell what these voices say? How many of them? And are they always the same voices? Male or Female? Are you always alone when it happens?
Sometimes I think there is two, but usually one.
I can't tell the sex, they don't sound the same, but they both sound kind of young. I'm usually alone when it happens yes.
Haha! Sorry about all these questions. you don't have to answer if you don't feel like it. But so far, you look pretty fine with sharing all this with us. That's why I'm asking. But do not answer if you don't feel like it. And if you feel like you don't want to talk about it anymore, then it's fine bro !!
I am always willing to talk about this stuff, it is what makes the club what it is and I appreciate your efforts right now man, really do.
I'm an open person, so this is nothing.