Nervousness?

[djmrules]

As of recently I've noticed myself becoming less and less nervous of things and it kinda bothers me. I joined the US Army 14 months ago through a program that I get some training before I leave and I meet some pretty cool people. Well after those long 14 months of waiting I'm finally shipping off and going to Basic Combat Training.

A while ago I was really nervous about leaving. I was scared of everything that could happen. I was scared of Basic and the thing I'm going to have to do. Now the shit doesn't even bother me. I'm not nervous of anything and I'm not losing sleep over anything. The sad thing is now I feel weird that I'm not nervous. Shouldn't I be nervous right now?

I just don't understand why I'm not nervous and it bugs me. Did I just grow up all the sudden? It just bothers me.

Anyone else go through this? Or never really been nervous about anything?

[Luke]

You signed up for it, you were just worried about it at first. You've grown to accept it probably...

[Biodegrade]

You should be.

see that bit in jarhead where the guy gets shot cause' he stands up in that live fire exercise?

Shit was SO cash.

[Strength]

At 6/21/10 01:47 PM, djmrules wrote: I just don't understand why I'm not nervous and it bugs me. Did I just grow up all the sudden? It just bothers me.

yup. you grew up and started facing life's bullshit.

it shouldn't bug you, be happy about feeling this way.