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Response to heartache spoken here 2010-06-05 00:32:23 Reply

Scarab what the fuck happened to you?

And don't give me a bullshit list of excuses about why you have given up. Because at the end of the day that is all it is - YOU giving up. Life is shit, believe me I know that more then a lot of people too, but I don't make it worse for myself by crawling in a hole and revealing to see any light. You are the one responsible for yourself, and your lack of hope is all your own doing, not your bad parents, or some girl who didn't return your feelings, or tutors for being negative about your work and especially not staff on here.

Stop making excuses for yourself and man the fuck up.


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Response to heartache spoken here 2010-06-05 00:35:25 Reply

At 6/5/10 12:32 AM, Gagsy wrote:

refusing to see the light***

>.<

I'm working on 2 hours sleep here, and literally working now till 5pm. AM I COMPLAINING AT HAVING GOTTEN THE SHORT STRAW IN LFIE YET AGAIN?

No.


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Response to heartache spoken here 2010-06-05 00:35:49 Reply

GTFO of my house!!!!

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Response to heartache spoken here 2010-06-05 00:45:06 Reply

A turning point was being told that the individual human is worthless on multiple occasions. That hurt me, because it's all I had to go on, and it's how I motivated my philosophy. With that in place, I just gave up.

And then being told I was a dirty communist for ever assuming there was any value to such a thing in the first place.

It's a specific sort of idealism, and it hurts me that the young people here don't have it. They can afford to do so, they live in a sort of time before they have to pay their bills.

But yes, essentially, I am weak and lazy. I tried. I gave up. I'm just waiting to die in the most cynical of way, which seems to be amongst the most popular right now, ignoring the idealism I had in this thread already.

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Response to heartache spoken here 2010-06-05 00:47:22 Reply

I share your philosophy, Scarab. Can you elaborate a bit more?

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Response to heartache spoken here 2010-06-05 00:47:31 Reply

FYI Scarab;

It's your life, it only matters what you do or what you think, not the people who you are letting control your emotions.


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Response to heartache spoken here 2010-06-05 00:55:20 Reply

At 6/5/10 12:45 AM, Scarab wrote: A turning point was being told that the individual human is worthless on multiple occasions. That hurt me, because it's all I had to go on, and it's how I motivated my philosophy. With that in place, I just gave up.

Im sorry but was this one person who said this?? That must be a damn weak will you have there buddy. No one person is made the same, so this guy says one human is worthless. Fuck him, Its all about what you believe in. Stay strong and pick up your damn life already. Perserverance can lead to greater things in life. Something will happen eventually, its all just in time.

And then being told I was a dirty communist for ever assuming there was any value to such a thing in the first place.

^^^^^^^^


It's a specific sort of idealism, and it hurts me that the young people here don't have it. They can afford to do so, they live in a sort of time before they have to pay their bills.

No i dont pay my bills. . . yet. But im prepared for the unexpected.


But yes, essentially, I am weak and lazy. I tried. I gave up. I'm just waiting to die in the most cynical of way, which seems to be amongst the most popular right now, ignoring the idealism I had in this thread already.

Wait for something else instead. Actually, look for change. I dont know how, but if what your currently doing in life isn't working, then obviously you have to try something else.


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