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Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 00:13:03 Reply

I've always kinda had this desire for some disaster, maybe 2012 maybe not lots of theories of things that could possibly happen. But somethin that would completely **** up the system we go by right now and force us to start anew because I didn't like the way things were in the world or my life.

But I just realized for the first time I'm content and want things to stay the way they are.... everything is going right for me all the sudden, I'm going with the girl I had a crush on for years but never had the balls to talk to, got the really nice scholarship I needed to stay home with my girl, family, and friends.... I use to be a nobody and that kid sittting in the corner that doesn't talk to anyone.. but now I'm known and well respected by about everyone in the underground/party scene in my area and known as the guy not to **** with

and it all started about 6 months ago when I started taking prozac and (also when I started working out, coincidence or not I don't know) a drug I've detested all my life but it really helped me with my anxiety and that gave me confidence and that gave me motivation and that gave me everything ive wanted.... it's not something ur suppose to take forever though just to get you out of ur shell and help you get on ur feet.. been off it for about 3 weeks now and I feel better than I ever have

I know that was kinda long but I'm sorry I'm stoned right now... life feels good brahs, embrace it. i hope you all stay positive and go for ur goals because they're closer to ur grasp than u think, u just gotta go for it


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 00:15:53 Reply

I feel great.

And I owe it all to drugs!


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 00:18:01 Reply

The world is going to burn because you jinxed us all.

Fuck you.

NEVER FORGET

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 00:18:39 Reply

Woah, this guy gets stoned. What a badass.


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 00:20:54 Reply

At 4/13/10 12:18 AM, Yamor wrote: Woah, this guy gets stoned And yet has made honor roll all throughout high school and is succeeding more than I ever will in life What a badass.

Fixed.


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 00:27:16 Reply

At 4/13/10 12:20 AM, Leo625 wrote: Fixed.

Tsk, Tsk, Poor little fucktard can't handle the truth.

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 02:12:30 Reply

At 4/13/10 01:00 AM, kikomannnn wrote: That's good for you. But how long will you be content for?

I was like you. Nervous and shy, then I tried zoloft, felt better and went off it. And my life was good.

For a time.
And then unexplainable bad luck just took a shit all over my face. A real nasty chain of events.

And now I'm unhappy, and lonely and craving more in life. I thought life was perfect, then within a year everything went to shit.

So you better prepare for the worst, stay on your fucking toes because this is only temporary.

fuck

Thx brah this was the first meaningful post in here, i feel you though. We're all destined for life to plunge down hill when least expected such as the inevitable loss of loved ones, sicknesses, and death and all but there's no stopping it so all there is to do is embrace it. Just be thankful for every moment you still got here and try and use as much of it as possible to better yourself and your experience here. Then you'll get whatever you aim for, if you're sad and depressed you'll never get what fulfills your life.


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 02:15:56 Reply

Congrats, you've gotten high for your first time.

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 02:17:27 Reply

fuck the world bring on 2012

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 02:18:28 Reply

At 4/13/10 02:17 AM, MiracleFruitClock wrote: fuck the world bring on 2012

repeat that to yourself over and over when a skyscraper is crashing down on you :O

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 02:19:06 Reply

At 4/13/10 02:15 AM, nohomo wrote: Congrats, you've gotten high for your first time.

It's not so much the weed as the euphoria of bustin the best nut ever with my girl tonight


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 02:19:38 Reply

At 4/13/10 02:19 AM, Leo625 wrote:
At 4/13/10 02:15 AM, nohomo wrote: Congrats, you've gotten high for your first time.
It's not so much the weed as the euphoria of bustin the best nut ever with my girl tonight

ok, congrats your not a virgin anymore?

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 02:24:01 Reply

At 4/13/10 02:17 AM, MiracleFruitClock wrote: fuck the world bring on 2012

I experienced that shit in a lucid dream, there were zombies also but it all seemed so real I could even smell blood and stuff. but it's not as fun as you'd think. it's a constant state of paranoia and distress , and struggling day to day to fight other looters for resources

had that dream 4 years ago but still remember every bit of it for some reason, it didn't rlly hold any significance to me so why can I remember every detail of it while every other dream I have usually fades away by days end.


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 02:26:37 Reply

At 4/13/10 02:19 AM, nohomo wrote:
At 4/13/10 02:19 AM, Leo625 wrote:
At 4/13/10 02:15 AM, nohomo wrote: Congrats, you've gotten high for your first time.
It's not so much the weed as the euphoria of bustin the best nut ever with my girl tonight
ok, congrats your not a virgin anymore?

I lost that 3 years ago and I didn't even fuck her tonight she just sucked me off, i make sure she swallows because its good protein for when we hit the gym.

Also please don't mix up your and you're it makes you look like a douche.


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 03:50:09 Reply

Not a fan of prozac either, though it's actually helped a friend of mine lots and he's really happy now, despite getting weird effects like nausea and insomnia.


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 06:05:20 Reply

TL;DR Edition:

Just realized I'm finally content


WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 06:07:00 Reply

So, you were emo and now you're not? I skimmed through the thread reading only a few words per paragraph.

TL;DR: TL;DR.

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 06:11:17 Reply

Well as long as you're happy and not wasting the earth's resources.

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 07:06:22 Reply

Well congratulations, my freind. Perhaps I need to try this...


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 07:09:16 Reply

At 4/13/10 12:15 AM, Aigis wrote: I feel great.

And I owe it all to drugs!

Summaries ftw!


ENGORGE!!!

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 07:10:50 Reply

At 4/13/10 07:08 AM, HecticCircleCrap wrote: FUCK SHIT CUNT MOTHERFUCKER

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 07:22:21 Reply

At 4/13/10 12:13 AM, Leo625 wrote: I use to be a nobody and that kid sittting in the corner that doesn't talk to anyone.. but now I'm known and well respected by about everyone in the underground/party scene in my area and known as the guy not to **** with

You sound pretty lame, bro, tbh.


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 08:28:36 Reply

I enjoy reading long articles, it helps to kill my time.

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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 14:36:58 Reply

Hey guys I bought some organo from my brother cuz he said if you smoked it it would get you way higher than shit like pot, so I went in my room and smoked it by myself and then sat there for like an hour and a half and I was just staring at the wall and I was TRIPPING BALLS I mean it was lke I was looking at the wall, but the wall was looking back at me and I could see right through it, in like a psycological sense like I was looking into the mind of the wall, and all of a sudden I knew what it felt like to bear the burden of the world, supporting families and houses and shit and it was like the wall and I had a connection. And then I realized, before I was such a baby but now that I knew what the world is like through the eyes and ears of a wall I realized that none of it mattered because I was high as shit and life was totally okay.


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Response to Just realized I'm finally content 2010-04-13 14:48:02 Reply

At 4/13/10 12:20 AM, Leo625 wrote:
At 4/13/10 12:18 AM, Yamor wrote: Woah, this guy gets stoned And yet has made honor roll all throughout high school and is succeeding more than I ever will in life What a badass.
Fixed.

drugs are bad mkay


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