Boy Who Cried Demons

[Y43A]

Dark, Lonely, Scared
Hes tattered and torn
His eyes burn profusely with
no relief in sight
His fingers, numb
cold to the touch
He wasnt programed for this
The bugs go away
The voices come into
play
But dare he say
"I've had enough shit for one day"
There he lays
With another day
gone by
What a fucking life.....

Wake Up, Wake Up, Wake up
Sinister laugh blast
inside scalp cranium
molecules shift
His reflection no more a sight
just a shadow of a person
Strong gone with the devils smile
Bile spews blood churns
The blade is his friend
"DO IT"
"NO"
"DO IT"
"NO"
"DO IT"

Relief, numbness, cold
He did it
Now finish it
Again, Again, and again
Relief, numbness, cold
Hes swaying from side to side
His reflection white
as the wall beside him
Drip, Drip, Drip
Laughter and voices sorround the molecules
No.............molecules shift
again
He tries to speak but
his voice is no more
He tries to walk
but they become
heavier than tons of steel, brick, cement combined
Red, Red, Red
He fed the masses through pills and ecstasy
weed, liqour and sex
He doesnt care
The voice in his head again
"Kill, Kill, Kill"
His hellish burning eyes close for a moments spare
He ignores the noises
Hes taken back to a place
No more noise
Hes taken back to sunshine and carelesness
Playground games and ice cream perversions
add up
Bottoms are sliding down
slides
Kids screaming, enjoying,
running
Scraping knees and crying wails for mommy
Band aids by the dozen
Young mothers conversating
Hes smiles for a brief decade, but
turns pitch black
cuts persist
pulsating oozing
blood
The bags under his eyes swell
Rummage for pills
NONE
The doorknob seems miles away
For a moment he forgets satan, lucifer, the demon
the devil
His face is burried inside his brain
Retreats
His feets bleed and cuts burn
He cries and if kills
He knows he might die
The voice comes back
Angry, determined, pissed
His soul sits there helpless
chained agaisnt the fiber memories of
summer days and lazy afternoons
He pops E, cuts deep, and cries the laugh
Banging begins
SHHHHHHHHHHH........................
Hear that?
His heart is black
His jeans soaked red
Arm is vandilised with lines of despair and judgement
Relief, numbness, cold
The red devil is content

Everything swirls and turns
white, calm, pearly
Just a few more feet and he can sleep 'till the end of time
Stop
Check
Fuck
Black shadows soround torture over
sin and red eyes
Fixated with yellow fiends
He pushes, reaches
cant clinch
slowly
slowly
The pearliness fades and slowly converns to ashes
He collapses at his feet
merciful not
Laughter
Darkness

2 feet
4 feet
6 feet
Done
Crying tears
Ruined makeup
Sea of black
Calls out to God
"Why him?"
Bible verses
Light turns to darkness
Rain
One last kiss
Hug
Handshake
Joke
Another brother
Son
Lover
Friend
GONE
Pills pop, weed crushes, bottles open, liqour pours, sex begins
Body goes wrong
FINALLY!!
Releif, numbness, cold
He did it
Gone
Bye
Dead
Wooden box
Dirt
Boy cries Demon'but falls upon deaf ears